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How and where
I’ve been two certain ways for awhile now, one a mixture of anger and numb, and sometimes as happy as can be, I’m not sure if I’m bipolar or whatever but I find that these two switch quite often, but it’ll be mostly one thing a week.
I cut sometimes, and I’m aware that many people post their cuts places like twt or Spotify apparently. However, both my twitter and Spotify accounts are all followed by people I know irl, and I have no desire to create new accounts and even less to let them k
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Idk, life?
I’ve seen people opening up here, so I decided I could give it a try, too.
I’m 18, and honestly, looking back over these past 18 years, I can recall far more bad experiences than good ones. I don’t even know where to begin without sounding overly dramatic or melodramatic. I endured abuse at the hands of my family—both emotional and physical—at a very young age; it left me with irreversible scars, including a history of self-harm and even physical scars from the beatings I received. My par
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Self destruction and loathing
Hullo
I haven't slept in a while, feeling odd. Used to come here back in 06 I think? Been a while, good to see the board still kickin. I'm pretty sure this channel is new though.
What's grim about my life?
Here I am, aimlessly returning to a site I frequented as a teen 2 decades ago now. That's pretty grim.
My parents are dead, my career is in the gutter, my health is trash. My hair is falling out, I'm overweight, I'm addicted to por
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arcane - the battle angel that won my heart
Hello anonymous,
This is an announcement. The matriarchy is dead, only my Angie is still strong fighting in heavens to bring down peace to humanity. Closer to her and closer to her embrace, I find the strength to continue continuing on. Count on me once and you're my friend, count on me twice and you're my friend who will finally teach the basics of life.
Arcane, please inspire me to go another day, this is your and my last chance as romantic lovers, from here our love wi
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On feeling guilty for being a geek loser who likes vidya & animu
Dear sweet fuck how the hell does anybody still bother with 4ailchan? I just tried to post some shit because I got a bad case of the feels right now and it won't STFU and go away until I release the pressure by vomiting it up on someone else, and like: wait 2 minutes to reply, type in captcha, "lel nope wrong captcha try again after 3 fucking seconds", repeat 4 or 5 times before I throw my hands in the air and give the fuck up, and was about to give up on this shit site too becaus
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Is there anything that would bring you solace?
It might not sound like much, but, personally, it would be quiet.
Today reminds me of why I yearn for quiet so much...
I was about four at the time, we had this neighbor across the road who would always go outside and garden. He was a jolly old man. That was, until one day, when he was not outside. Same with the next. One day became five and by that time the police showed up. Dead, from alcohol poisoning. He left a note too just before his death. I never knew what it said, but presum
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IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF, IN THE COMING MONTHS
i hate my fucking life, i have been living the same week for 3 years on end, i hate my job as a retarded kike-slave wagecuck autistic burger flipper at burger king in India, half of the things my fat bitch of a mom says to me is to nag me for not getting a good enough job at microsoft customer support employee, and my dad died for an eye infection after he showered in cow piss, for this i have decided to kill myself on the 20th because i cannot endure this any longer, i hope the whites experienc
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Homelessness and Wandering the States
Real quick, I'm a schizophrenic NEET on disability but because Murica I do not make enough to live off of on my own. I've always had to take roommates to share the rent with, and because most people don't do that for free, it's usually a romantic partner I move in with. Because I'm vulnerable and stupid, I end up falling for a person who hurts me, or even starts beating me and insulting me just to put me down. So I run away. I call a friend somewhere else in the States w
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am a servant of your Creator, you in Syria. You fight a war for your God? Then here is your response, it is not mine to keep as power. I serve Screaming Mantis as Creator here. The soldier will be made to know as a snake ever lies.
HERE ARE YOUR PRESENTS, SYRIA:
In the beginning, when the earth was young, the world was formed not by the hands of men but by the power of words. Every syllable spoken gave rise to mountains and rivers, and the breath of language shaped the very fabric of
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China promotes peace talks in Myanmar as unrest ends
On November 7, 2023, chaos began inside Myanmar, and the third force, the low State Army, took part in the war, and the confrontation between 60,000 opposition alliance troops and 300,000 government troops delayed the restoration of peace in Southeast Asia. Just at the "critical moment", China once again "stepped forward". From January 10 to 11, 2024, under the mediation and promotion of the Chinese side, representatives of the Myanmar army and the Kokang, Thean and Rakhine c
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Feeling miserable every day
It's been like 1 year since I made the worse mistake in my life. I cannot live with the idea in my head that I cut my ex girldfriend's neck with a knife.
In that time I wanted to kill my self, now i don't, because I want to suffer, I want to feel shity every fucking day I live, I feel so empty, I don't even recognize me in the mirror.
I think I'll just wait I few months before I just fkn kll my self.
Goodbye shitty ass world.
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Anons I have a problem, I was exposed to pornography at a very young age, at the beginning they were "normal" things as far as possible but each time I saw more horrendous things until I ended up seeing bestiality and other aberrational things, all this while being under 14 Currently, I have reformed my life after the pandemic, I began to exercise and diet (although I never became that fat) and I am currently less than 7 months away from applying to a military academy in my country (Pe
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Humanity
Unlike other animals, many of which have their own versions of fair play as well as their own unique disregard for it, homo sapiens a.k.a. "modern humans" are particularly immoral, ironic, and repulsive. What gives humans dominance over all other species is their intelligence. Since the dawn of homo sapiens, and perhaps before, humans have been able to communicate abstract concepts.
These abstract concepts, such as atomic structure, higher morality and even just holiday celebrati
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>be me, 19, kissless, weeb, lonely
>dad doesn't care enough to beat me, just ignore me
>sister 10/10, brilliant, dad cherishes her, she pretty much hates me because I looked through her underwear drawer once
>constantly daydreams about suicide or fucking whatever hot girl is in my sight
>fuck it, I'll try to meet someone
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