Celsius ## Admin ## 11/08/30(Tue)00:08 No. 5660 [Reply] [First 100 posts] [Last 50 posts]

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God help me, I'm 32 fucking years old and I'm still ending up in "situationships." I met a girl, we've been regularly dating for months. I *really* like her and it seems like she likes me the same way. But I've been burnt by this kind of thing before, and I'm feeling flighty.

She "doesn't want to put any labels on it" because she's recently out of a really long-term relationship. That's cool, it is still early. She's already told me that even when she's in a serious relationship it's open, and that she's still hooking up with people sometimes in between us seeing each other. Honestly I'm cool with that too, I've done open shit before and it was nice. But lately I'm getting this creeping, nagging feeling like I'm getting put on a back-burner, and I've been feeling neglected in this weird way, and now those things we've already agreed on are kicking around in my head and making it all worse. Currently our schedules don't line up for a stretch of a couple weeks, and I'm wondering what to do.

I've mainly just been seeing her, because that's how our schedules have lined up so far. But now I'm wondering if I should get back to just going out and fucking around. "I've been through too much shit to dedicate my whole heart to someone who's just halfway interested again," that's the thought that's been amplifying in my head. Open or monogamous I don't give a fuck, but whatever the relationship is I deserve something that feels reciprocated and steady, and I feel like I should keep looking until I find that.

The only thing stopping me is an equally nagging feeling that I'm misreading the entire situation somehow, because that is one of my own tendencies in relationships. I'm worried that she actually really cares about what we're doing in her own way, and might get turned off or hurt somehow if I start mixing things up with other chicks. I'm also paranoid that I don't even really want to fuck someone else, that I'm just subconsciously trying to make her jealous or some weird shit like that.

Stupid first-world problems... This is why I wanted to rage and baww about this, the second you write this tripe down it looks so trivial. I'm just going to try fucking around and going on a date or two with some other girls and see how the whole thing plays out, fuck it, fuck my overthinking brain, fuck everything. I'll report back with what I find out in a few months' time.

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I hate intimacy and sex like in general, I hate being touched, I feel uncomfortable with all of it so I lie and pretend it’s okay as I lay there and get humped, and im good at making others happy but i guess i want to be selfish and alone but im too much of an autistic loser to not let people fuck me and get into a relationship. I don’t even have any frens, could be worse though ya know I just hate feeling uncomfortable all the time :/

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Pour one out for my best friend in the universe. Not even my cat but she was a fucking gold star kitty.

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I am so tired of millennials thinking that le heckin' based and redpilled cuckchan speak is SO hip and cool and awesome. Hey hey, look everybody, I just told someone to kill themselves, fuckshitpisswankarse! It's just so fucking childish.

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I heard the parents were mad at the agency for saying she had to move out. My man, this bitch hit my other group homie/friend, and another group homie. She previously bit and hit another group homie at our former house.

I just CANNOT! I always was TERRIFIED of these behavior problem/sociopath children in Special Ed. I have Autism, the group home is for adults with intellectual disabilities. I had to rant to someone about it anonymously, so the group home doesn't know I'm discussing this drama on the net.

This bitch should've been kicked out the 1st time she had a "violent meltdown". We had to call the cops 3 times to fuckin' deal with her! And the last time THEY were having trouble. The fucking cops and I think paramedics.

Goddamn it if they fucking try putting her in another damn group home agency! This bitch needs to have a record!

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It's pretty easy for mommy issues ridden fuckboys to whine about women, but consider:

>couldn't open a bank account until 1974
>couldn't serve jury duty until 1968
>couldn't practice law until 1971
>couldn't take birth control until 1965
>could be legally fired for becoming pregnant or going on maternity leave until 1978
>couldn't breastfeed in public in all 50 states until 2018
>couldn't go to ivy leagues until 60s/70s
>couldn't go to west point until 1976
>couldn't run the boston marathon until 1972
>couldn't fight in combat roles until 2013
>couldn't become an astronaut until 1978
>could legally be sexually harassed at work until 1977
>could be legally raped by your husband until 1993
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This woman was a manager at a store called Rite Aid. She raped and abused a young man who worked for her. When the young man had enough. She told her friend Bernard Jones who was the security gaurd at the time to take photos of the kid in the bathroom and send it to her. Then she had the young man fired. Much later on the young man killed himself. If you look her up she now works for Labcorp and married. What sort of bitch can get away with a crime like that.
She lives in North Carolina and is a Customer Service rep at Labcorp.
how to get justice

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Fuck the stupid shits who live above me. I hate them so much. Playing at being the nuclear milktoast american WASP family but they don't even have the funds to live in a proper house. Instead they have to keep living crammed up in my fucking apartment building with their scum baby "Emerson." Who the fuck names their kid Emerson? I hope he grows up and sucks cocks, because they seem like the kinds of people who would be really uncomfortable with that and it'd be funny.

Every single day they let that stupid little shit run wind sprints back and forth across the entire length of the apartment. Hardwood floors, they don't even have a carpet down. Every single day he screams and stomps around and runs into walls and drops shit. In the early morning, and late into the night, he cries like a fucking bitch for 10-30 minutes straight. Wasn't this a torture tactic that the CIA came up with, just playing screaming baby sounds at their torture victims?

Thankfully I have a fucking job and hobbies that require me leaving my house. I can escape this bullshit for a window of time most days. But on weekdays off or weekends my hatred boils over into something incredible. I've come to realize that the fuckers never leave their house. They don't fucking DO anything except stomp around and occasionally be a nuisance in the parking lot. They don't go anywhere for more than a few hours at a time, not counting large holidays like christmas. They fucking disgust me.

Fuck the weird fucking stay at home dad who looks like a caricature of everything """soy""" that faggots on the internet complain about. Fuck the insipid, offensively inoffensive mother with her nondescript, boring office job. Fuck their inability to park their stupid family-sized SUV at a comfortable distance in between the other cars in the lot, their obsessive compulsion toward wedging my car in between theirs and the trash cans. Fuck every second of their bland, lifeless existence that I have to take in through muffled conversations and phone calls at random hours of the day and night. If I went postal and murdered all three of them I wouldn't just be doing the rest of the world a favor--maybe on some level even they would thank me for getting rid of themselves. (in minecraft.)

Another side note about their faggot child. That stupid fuck was a newborn when I moved in here about 2 years ago. These stupid fucks lived through the past two decades, lived through 2016 and 2020, looked at everything happening in the US and internationally, and THEN thought to themselves, "you know, I think now is the perfect time to bring a life into this world..... and I think I'll name it EMERSON."

I'd say I want their house to burn down, but that'd be my house too.

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I'm pretty sure it's a retard because I go to a day program for them. I'm high functioning Autism. What happened is they blocked most of the apps on her phone, because some retard stole it and wasn't allowed to access anything. I don't have proof, but it's my best guess as to what happened.

I just hope the retard got in trouble, even though it probably was a "hE DiDn'T kNoW WhAt hE WaS dOiNg!" situation. I just being around like non verbal super retards who get "agitated" and "communicate" through violence is exhausting. Nothing has happened to me, yet.

I'm posting here cause in most places now discussing these realities are considered AbLeIsT.