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>>7484
First of all unless you really love people around you, you shouldn't take your cue for a worthy life from them.
Art... Depends on anime, most is mostly worthless, but the last 15 years in Hollywood was even more worthless, yet normies watch it.
Video games are good, but also kinda shit most of them unless there is a community you like.
Don't bother with being normal IMO, but if you still love and care, you won't be able to, because one leg will be going one direction and the other in another..
HOWEVER. Decide to dedicate at least one, maybe even two or maybe even more hours per day for physical improvement. This shit will haunt you unless you do it. Anything that you consider the most useful at the time. Moving is obviously important, but if you spend all this time on movement, you will only get 1 hour of movement per day and that can be not enough to keep you healthy. So ideally you would spend like 4 hours. Just find physical activities that you enjoy plus spend that time taking care of your teeth and I don't know even cooking healthy food for example, but you know stuff like cardio, resistance, hiit, stretching, massage, anything you can think of that you enjoy. So yeah, this shit is pretty important. There's a difference between being outside doing sports and sitting inside doing mental activities. Dedicate some time to this would be my advice.
The self-improvement, nose of the grindstone, sculpting the best version of yourself etc is cool. And very admirable. But you need a reason to do that. If you don't have close friends that you want to inspire.. I don't know dude, it's mostly useless and we all know it. Don't even know what to say. If you have inclinations towards that, I definitely don't want to get in the way of that, but you know, it's one thing to talk about it or think about it and it's another thing to do it. I'd say you need a reason. Ambition is a poor reason. Ego. If you don't care much about your ego, first of all you're not going to go far, second of all if you try to do it out of ambition, your ego is just not going to carry you. You need something more noble.
To be completely honest, curiosity is the greatest driving force that I know of. But I don't know your worldview and if you are even aware of the miracles around us. If you're not, then curiosity might not work for you.
There's also the childhood dreams type of stuff. Passion. You can do that if you have that. But that's also pretty hard to do without having friends. Having others who you admire and who inspire you and who you think are actually cool people. Although to some extent the passion for the thing itself, the dream of the thing itself, especially if it's like a childhood dream or something that you imagined your life would be, but you see that you are getting old and you're not doing it, that can be a motivation on its own. Still, it's much cooler with people who are relevant. Relevant in your opinion, from your point of view I mean.
As we get older, probably most of us notice that most people really fucking suck. So you know, it's not easy. But there are things that you can do out of your own insanity, out of your own motivation. Not tied to ambition/narcissism, not tied to even having any kind of community. Look at Goggins, bro is going crazy on his own. I mean, he doesn't really have anyone, he's out there, doing it, he says that the moment he switches it off, he goes back to the same old him, So he just decided to never switch it off. That's one way to go about it.
Idk. I think if you're seeing how death is approaching, the body is breaking down slowly but surely, then you may consider the fact that these games and these animes are too shallow, are too close-ended. Boring. Then you might consider you know, what would be interesting as an alternative. But yeah dude, it's just life, you find your own meaning in it. But yeah, death is a good one. The fact that... It's getting closer and yet you're running in circles for a while now. May motivate you to look for something deeper, more exciting, more open-ended.
But yeah dude, we have an interesting predicament, all of us. I feel you in some ways.
Oh and about your feelings about getting laid etc, well I guess these are two different topics, getting laid and having children. For having children, you yourself said that survival is overrated. I agree. It's not exactly the spice in my opinion.
Now as for bitches, I have come to the conclusion that they too are overrated. But this is a very huge discussion that even if we did have it, I would probably not be able to convey to you what I arrived to through hundreds of hours of consideration. And just because I tell you something, if you don't believe it in your bones, again, one leg will go one way the other another. Compared to actually caring about someone. Which is ultimately devoid of sexuality. Because you'll take 1.01 points of realness friend who looks like a blob of goo over 1.00 points of realness mf who looks like the sexiest bitch you ever saw.
Don't envy women. They have it easier, but they also see much less of the beauty and wonder of life. And have less chances of knowing true friendship - true love / care for/about another. It's very sad to be a woman actually, they just don't know it. They live in the middle of the bell curve. And on this planet it's an absolute shithole.
Real ones will be found on the far right end of the bell and that's 1:9 dominated by men in terms of numbers. It's a sad existence imo. Not without exceptions, but pretty much. Imagine plato was a woman. And Aristotle. And Marcus Aurelius.... It's not just societal, it's biological. Anyway, all this is a long way of saying, don't envy them. Love them (like a father would love his child), but don't envy women.
If you care so much about dicking someone down, just make money and fuck bitches. Literal bitches. Don't bother the dating. Will cost more and be less satisfying. But sex is even more overrated than relationships in my opinion.
Also Jesus fuck, you really do care about people you shouldn't. But, I guess that's your thing. You think those who have those things are actually cool people. Well, some of them may be. Anyway, I guess you really are a loser. Not just because of the situation you're in, but because you really do think that those who are "living the life" are any better. You all fucking suck in my opinion. Unless you have some greater thoughts about life, reality, friendship. If not, you're all the fucking seem to me. But yeah dude, I can tell you care a hell of a lot about their opinions. You know why? Because you're tuned into the Zeitgeist. And let me tell you, the Zeitgeist is shit right now. Forget about it. Think for yourself if you have more than 110 IQ. If you don't, I don't know why the fuck I'm talking to you.
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