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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年05月04日(金) 18時36分30秒 5791
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No friends or anyone. What do you personally do to cope?


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年05月05日(土) 07時04分21秒 5794

drink and binge eat.

Not at the same time.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年05月05日(土) 12時13分37秒 5795

Games, masturbation, and online trolling. Oh, and paid work. Mostly paid work. Idle hands are the devil's suicide machine.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年07月07日(土) 07時55分46秒 5843

alcohol and heroin. oh i wish i never touched heroin, what the fuck did i think was gonna happen.

i went 9 months without it once, now i can't break 6. only, only weed takes the 'edge' off the constant cravings. people say they can take years to go away. idk if i can do it.

dont ever think of opiates as a coping method, or any drug really.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年07月07日(土) 08時13分15秒 5844

cry a lot. cut myself sometimes but i try not to since that's a slippery slope and i don't wanna go back to my old ways. post about my feelings on anonymous image boards


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年08月03日(金) 18時11分58秒 5867

>>5843
I dont even try to quit, it's uphill battle and you just gonna ruin your life even more.
I'm not from USA, im from EU, we get Subutex for free.
That was my way out, it really helps with depression, cravings(you even have nice little high), I tried to quit but Subutex enters your bones, it's probably even worse than H.

If you are in the place of full quit4life(i dont believe you, what are you gonna do without something-something), use Sub, first week cut in half 2mg pill.Then half again, wait for worst cravings(at least ~48h) and take 0.5 sublingual. That will hold you for 2-3 days, than take 0.2 after 4-5 days(it's not perfect but its way better than cold turkey)..

Do not use it as an longterm solution, you will fuck yourself up even more..


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年08月04日(土) 00時30分50秒 5869

>>5867

I'm from the UK, I can get methadone or subutex free of charge but I don't want that on my medical record, due to paranoia about being refused pain meds when i actually need them (this actually happens and its sick) and also potentially being refused entry into the united states for the best surgeon in the world for the work I want done.

I think I may already be listed as a drug user in my medical history anyway, after I tried to kill myself in 2015 paramedics (i think, or the police, or my little brother, it's one of three) took away 3g of H that was in plain site, along with anything i could possibly use to harm myself. they even took away my lighter fluid lol.

subutex fast taper is great for coming off, it's actually a miracle substance. i've used it for that purpose 6 times now, but what I've noticed is it draws out the 'boredom' stage of PAWS a lot longer than going cold turkey does, however I've only gone cold turkey three times and those where in my earlier days of use, so that could just be nonsense, afterall, the longer you use, the more your brain changes and ergo the longer it takes to revert. My first cold turkey was piss easy, I didn't even recognise it was happening to me, I just thought I was agitated and angry because I was involuntarily committed (another thing I'm afraid will block my entry into the US for surgery, their border agency are fucking crazy about that stuff and it's so bizarre to me)

It's been just over a month since I last used, yesterday though, I was going through my old burnt up foils I have stashed behind my desk, looking for anything I hadn't burnt up. I found nothing, of course.

I know it will always be a part of my life. That's just how it's gotta be now. I can't imagine life without an opiate high every once in a while. I've got a few kg of poppy seeds on hand but haven't touched them so far. I hate the taste of PST. But they are there, taunting me, and when I eventually use them I know it'll reboot my downward spiral.

post turned out longer than I thought it would (probably still not very long) but I'm drunk and being a whiner.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2020年05月09日(土) 14時04分27秒 6470

stress out over nothing and everything.
wonder if should i commit fall damage or visit different places.
comparing life choices


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Edgar Anon Poe 2020年06月06日(土) 03時03分13秒 6474

>>5867
>Subutex...is an opioid used to treat opioid use disorder
That just sounds like a bad idea.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2021年04月14日(水) 13時05分26秒 6631

listen to music, sleep, lay in bed and fantasize about what could have gone better, cry in the shower,cut, cyberstalk the last person i was able to connect with, and post diary entries on an imageboard.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2021年04月23日(金) 21時30分48秒 6632

>>5791
I much prefer it this way.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2021年06月16日(水) 18時48分22秒 6659

>>5791
Imageboards, I want to kill myself everyday and reading them doesn't help much; but, suddenly, I just happen to find the perfect, honest, funny thread that helps me kicking around for another hour. How sad.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2021年06月18日(金) 00時04分07秒 6661

I think about all the dirty shit I've done to people without them ever knowing. I jack off into my sister in law's panties all the time.

Makes me smile


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年01月15日(土) 00時55分17秒 6719

Oh, damn. If I actually had frens my mind would nag me on the pressure of having some sort of weel-ordered life to not look too weird before them.

There are many desires in us that simply are parasites, they do not deserve our attention.

It's like a drug that doesn't feel nice anymore


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年01月17日(月) 19時43分36秒 6722

Why does such a thing to be a misfortune? What a poor mindset.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年10月08日(土) 07時58分51秒 6875

https://my mother's fax machine.gg/7C2GwSE

hiki neet sui sh


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年11月19日(土) 03時37分02秒 6903

>>5791
I have fantasy friends in my head, and we live in a fantasy town, but my fantasy girlfriend broke up with me, so I've been having a fantasy hard time.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2025年02月06日(木) 06時10分11秒 7296

Watch old vidya. Learn facts.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2025年02月26日(水) 06時59分54秒 7310

>>5791
I need to wait for the terminations to set me free.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2025年06月18日(水) 18時43分30秒 7414

i just sit on my own hating myself


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The Great Eye 2025年07月20日(日) 12時50分48秒 7447

I watch video, read the news and talk to the dead because nobody else can possibly hear me.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2025年07月20日(日) 12時52分09秒 7448

>>7447
What about birds?



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