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I'm not sure where to post this but it has to be anonymous. I'm going to leave a bunch of stuff out and I'm not hanging around to read the replies. I just have to get a few minor things off my chest.
Some of this is embarrassing. But I'm sad and in a slight bit of shock right now.
So here's the very basic back story. I dated this woman 23 years ago. She had two daughters 8 and 10 years old. I loved her and I loved them like my own daughters. Granted I only dated her and lived with her for 9 months but that was enough time for me to really feel like I had a family and I was happy.
I look at their facebook from time to time just to see that they are doing good. I hadn't looked at them in a couple of years and I check back today for no apparent reason to find out that one of them has died.
I'm stunned and numb over it. I remember her at 10 coming around while I was watching TV and asking "What cha doing?" She was the best kid you could ask for as a "parent" and so was her sister. It broke my heart hard when I had to move out. I was devastated. And now she's gone.
I know it was a long time ago and we didn't talk really. I gave her some money about I dunno 10 years ago when she was in trouble but we don't have each others phone numbers or anything. She had put the call out on her facebook for help and so I helped.
So I was working today in a kind of zombie mode. I just wish she had found a way to be happy before she passed but she didn't and that's what kills me the most.
Now she was an adult when she died and it seemed like it was either an overdose or suicide. They didn't say outright but it seemed like suicide by the way they were talking. That tears me up.
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