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I used to journal like every day or second day through my late teens and early 20s. I think it's up to almost 1 million words. These days it's not even a monthly thing. I have simply said everything I had to say. Even if I go overseas or something it's maybe 2 entries because even going overseas is just same old shit these days. How the fuck do people find reasons to want to live to 100, the older I get, the more absurd that seems, I am convinced that these people are retarded in some manner or simply afraid of death so they convince themselves that life is much better than it really is.

>>844010
Exceedingly undeadly

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>>844155

You know what Drug Addition is well, there's sex, gambling, etc
then you get fear of death
oh,some people are into parenting and not just to diddly their kids

>>842955
hhhh

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>>844050
Thanks for the advice, bro. But if I can give you advice as well, stop fucking worrying about everything so much. My hate comes and goes, I don't hold on to it. And until it's legal and convenient I'm not going to kill or torture anyone. You on the other hand are worrying absolutely pointlessly..

Man who suffers before it is necessary suffers more than is necessary, relax bro, if it will be necessary for you or me to suffer, let us suffer it once and while it's actually happening instead of twice or more than that by worrying about it. Relax. Enjoy. Enjoy the peace and the pleasure and the sun if it still shines around your parts of the world. We'll kill niggers when it's legalized and convenient and until then - not a care in the world bro. Fr. Chill.

I'll try to make money and impregnate some bitches. But sure as hell I won't worry all along the way. If it happens or doesn't happen, if the white race dies out or stays alive, I will not care or worry about it until the moment the consequences are inevitable. And it's not that I won't do anything about it, I just mean that I do not intend to stress myself about it absolutely pointlessly. One way or another, God has a plan. Alahu Akbar. Fuck the Jews and fuck the Arabs.

When it is our time to shine or to already go - we will be ready, but not if we worry along the way. Burdens are cool and all but at least I feel like I might have carried enough of those through my life already. And nobody has it written in stone that one must carry burdens as one lives and dies. Not saying it's without value or beauty to do so, but maybe.. at least for me, perhaps I've done enough of that in this lifetime already.

Cast your anxieties aside, you won't need them anymore as we go forward from here

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I've thought about taking revenge on the fuckwits who have caused me much grief, but it's pointless. They will be dead, their suffering is over, and I'd still be here living and thinking about what I did. It would be greater revenge for me to die and leave them alive.

>>844148
sentence: life, that's it you might live as a punishment

>>843615
You'd be terribly disappointed, she's all old and shit now.

>>843622
and doesn't she say she was exploited and shit because she was hot. No shit woman why else would they cast you.

For me it was a classmate with fair white skin, blue eyes, and long curly blonde hair. We would've been about 11. She eventually found out about it because I confessed to a friend who told her. She was very shy and ran away from me. I don't think my feelings were mutual. I got to dance with her for one of our classes though, so I remember it fondly.

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I ain't secret 'bout nuthin'.

>>844105
fuck I love those low pigtails in the first image. But I feel like if I made my gf wear them I would get some looks. The school uniform probably wouldn't help much either

>>844154
Life's short. Definitely make her wear that, just try, who cares.

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>>844154

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I hate to be a buzz kill but these same pics are on pinterest and a few other sites including really terrible music on YouTube.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9GL4TcOlNw


>>843588
Those aren't just handrails they are meant for suicide prevention. This is probably an abandoned asylum so someone can't squeeze through and fall.

Urban exploration is cool though.

>>843532
I'd love to flick around your little underaged penis.
You, you, adorable male human.

>>843592
>suicide prevention
Man what an insult. They lock you up and don't even let you end it

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>>844021
Neat! I saw it too really close to the horizon not too long ago.

>>844032
>>844034
I wouldn't mind visiting the old Soviet Bloc countries. I was feeling like things were generally more expensive than they should be in Italy and it turns out the dollar is down like 15% to the euro recently so that accounted some for it.

But yeah, like Estonia, Latvia, Lithuania/Romania I'd love to visit. I don't know much about them and the historic or beautiful places to see though. I actually really want to go to Hungary soon to see it before it's supposedly destroyed by new leadership. I've been to the Czech Republic and Prague and that was nice. Friendly people and really cheap but that was many years ago.

I've got tons of outdoor work to do and I missed like 95% of my bulbs and flowers being gone the last month. I also canceled my home internet before I left and got a new plan at half the cost with the same company but even though they can see my own self bought cable modem, I'm having issues with them activating it. They even said the modem might be bad but I think that's BS and they always are pushing their own hardware. Sigh. It's a pain. Thinking about starlink, 100 megabit down is fine for me and torrents. Don't know why people really need more honestly. I had 600 before and my wireless was always the bottleneck.

>>844059
Historic places are boring. Except maybe the small town I live in cause the rulers once lived here, it's like an old old place and it's a hella beautiful around here. And I know the most beautiful places around here and Latvia too, and a bit of Poland. (Also Spain and some other cool places in Europe before they got overrun by niggers) But I'm really antisocial and unless you do drugs I'll probably be too bored/busy to really show you around.

And no offense, you sound like a cool guy, but you also are a bit retarded, like most of us here I suppose, but.. different.

I'm past the stage of giving people the benefit of the doubt tbh. The burden of proof that youre not a scumbag and a liar and or boring as fuck is ON YOU. And unfortunately, before you physically meet someone it's usually damn near impossible to tell, so I wouldn't want to invite you and then be like
>Sorry dude, gotta scramm, good hang, you take care of yourself
Nor do I really like doing drugs with randos either
No offense, I love you and appreciate your presence here. But mostly I come here just to express myself freely and while I feel big rush of love sometimes, at the end of the day I don't actually trust any of you. There's like a dude or two here I'd without hesitation invite into my home for a week or more and they happen to be anons. Some geniuses definitely visited here. We'll never know who they were.

Still I appreciate you sharing your little trips. I've been to Venice and Milan and Prague is super nice indeed with some of the best people.. Check republic in general is one of the coolest countries even as most Europe is fucked politically. I'm actually glad the Hungarians got rid of that soviet mf, but it's unlikely to be much better before some shit REALLY goes down on the whole continent. Oh shit imma get banned if I keep talking. But yeah, what could have helped before won't cut it now. We're gonna have to pull this shit from the roots or we're all fucked beyond belief. No one is that radical YET. Not even talking about just Euro tbh. Still a bit early though. Gotta lay low, work on your health and wisdom and maybe make some resources. Time MAY come within this lifetime, an opportunity, an ACTUAL opportunity. We'll see. Aliens + AI will be a good start, but even without that we can all see this shit is going places. Most people still won't accept my solutions, but time will come. When it's gonna be obvious enough. That this is NOT how we're gonna continue living. Until then just lay low and build quietly.

Peace

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I just like visiting places from videogames and anime, although that includes some historical videogames. I'd like to have a Turkish coffee overlooking the Bosporus Strait while imagining the final battle of the Roman Empire.

I'm sad Artemis 2 didn't get a huge amount of mainstream coverage. I barely even knew the progress of the mission. It should've been a huge deal considering we've been talking about going back to the moon for ages.

My favourite rocket is still Saturn V though. It has a classic timeless look to it.

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>>844046

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Why is it the sickest cunts that always fail the baddest?

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I hate being choked, I have some strange unnatural aversion to it. I like choking bitches though

I know that feel

What's the pw for the zip?

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Nice pic