bork

what "bork?"

So, it looks like Covid-19 is causing the largest global economic collapse in the history of the entire planet.
Things are looking really grim, aren't they? Anyone else waiting for the end? I've already lost my job, and it's going to be damn near impossible to find one. The government is about to release unemployment figures, probably in the neighborhood of 20% or higher. And things are terrible with driver's licenses in general, if you do everything officially it takes a ton of time, not like when https://fairyid.com/ scannable fake id can be taken. I have about two months before my savings runs out. My landlord is already talking about kicking me out. Fun times ahead.

You think you're blackpilled but you're actually incredibly naive and bluepilled. Here's a real blackpill for you: not all problems force change, they can just sustainably make everything continue in a worse state. It's like how if I cut your thumb off you wouldn't die, you would just live out your days less happy and fit than before. (Analogy continued: even if you somehow got it replaced, there would always be residual evidence of injury)

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>>7165
>You think you're blackpilled but you're actually incredibly naive and bluepilled. Here's a real blackpill for you: not all problems force change, they can just sustainably make everything continue in a worse state. It's like how if I cut your thumb off you wouldn't die, you would just live out your days less happy and fit than before. (Analogy continued: even if you somehow got it replaced, there would always be residual evidence of injury)
So much this! Christians thinks that suffering ennobles you. Jews, especially the israelis, are living proofs of the opposite.

>>7094

I always hated this pseudo-intellectual, semantic, word game bullshit.
By real, OP means, something genuine. A genuine meaningful experience between two individual people. Our current society claims to bring this to us, but, a superficial look under the hood quickly exposes how vapid and shallow our lives really are under our, so called, land of the free times.

I don't blame people for killingthemselves.

>>7125
sorry

>>7125
I have respite talking about the state of the way things are, because it's a reprieve from the toxic whore life we inhabit. It's odd how nothing ever really feels natural, and all feminine energy, male and female, that I meet typically spin and weave it into worthlessness.

your hands, thighs or just cut over scars.

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>>7153
Now we are talking

These are great homosexual suggestions.

Here, have another one:
https://youtu.be/3WSFVdQQwhc

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4q1o06j0_7s

https://youtu.be/uNqkAzeXiaA?si=U0-zeZ67x0K_ng-e&t=1928

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Paranoia is a natural ability that has been filtered through a negative lens. It's a positive energy - one of intelligence and ability to recognize misalignments in an otherwise harmonious pattern. You have to learn to deal with extreme "paranoia" to be able to live a full life - accept it gracefully and appreciate it! Many people are simply too dull to appreciate it. You have been given a gift, but many times only the ones that appreciate them gifts are then allowed to receive them again. Squander it and you will one day wake up without as much as recall of once having been given a it at all.

Yes, the end is always near by and always has been. It's better to live with this awareness than without it. Because it makes life beautiful.

Yes, friends and girlfriends can be a downer. But cutting them off only makes sense in terms of labwork - like a scientist you are testing the extremes. I'd retreat, but not cut others off and I'd show up if summoned - even if only low key and for a brief while. Another point is that kindness is actually something that a wise person sees the value of. It's not worthless, I'm fairly confident of that. Service is even more valuable perhaps - purer, simpler, but kindness is not worthless either - I do think so.

Stop reaching out maybe, but don't be ungrateful for whatever support they are willing and able to give. Especially don't be ungrateful for whatever offer of camaraderie or friendship - EVEN if it's only tied to survival and material wellbeing - for a bodily being like yourself - that is actually huge and if you say it's not - try not breathing for 3 minutes or not eating for 48 hours. That breath of fresh air sure does taste good donnit? Depends on the person of course, but my point is still valid - even if a friendship was solely based on the support of each other's survival - it's still somewhat of a deep friendship especially if there wasn't lies involved. You don't have to be hella passionate about your friendships or acquaintances (that are based on more than mere interaction, but SOME assumption of common benevolence), hell you can almost give no fucks about it at all, but DO NOT be unappreciative of them for you are still flesh and bone piece of work and you don't want to be humbled in a way that is not warm and forgiving.

Anyway, it sounds like you are doing great, so I'd just relax and replace the feeling of doom with a feeling of spaciousness, a feeling of serenity - that's what all those things may inspire in you. Especially aloneness (as opposed to loneliness).
Being ended is a beautiful thing. Forget what society has taught you and look at your own heart, what it is telling you this is.

Also you WOULD enjoy all that social stuff, affection etc if you were with someone who wasn't actually a bummer, but that just has to do with the c Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

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One thing I have realized is that you are never truly happy. Weather you are alone or with others.Human survival instincts dictate that we need to seek out other people. Some more than others, but, we only have a tolerance loneliness that is so high. Same for how long and how much you can spend around others.

Happiness is more a fleeting feeling in a world that is usually dominated by moments of suffering. Happiness is temporary suffering is forever.

tell her how you feel, tell her you hate yourself for doing it, you have to move on and be better, its counterproductive to do anything else

I want to feel shame and guilt.

Awesome dude!! You shouldve fucked her while she bled ^^!!!