/grim/ - Cold, Grim & Miserable

Edgar Anon Poe 20/05/07(Thu)06:46 No. 6456 [Reply]

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How many things in the future are you looking forward to?

The only thing giving me hope is living in a older-folks condo and having a bonfire on a regular basis as part of the complex's social events.

Does a such thing even exist? Or am I doomed for a life of disappointment?

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/01/17(Mon)20:37 No. 6730

Hope for what? You sound as if you just had to abandon such society a long time ago.

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Fred Jones 25/07/20(Sun)14:11 No. 7467

Being a pirate for 7 years is going to be awesome, but I still want to have constructions instead of only destroying.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/08/04(Mon)16:59 No. 7482

You remind me of that guy Bob Arctur. Ended up working on a farm with new path. Well, that's one thing to look forward to. Good luck.

rambling Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/23(Wed)08:58 No. 7472 [Reply]

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life has been rough. i live with my husband and we love each other. however, we both have real bad depression and anxiety to the point we're out of energy to be able to support each other. it's sad. sometimes i think about how nice it'd be just to quit everything. leave my husband, leave my friends, leave my family and just live by myself in hotel rooms, doing whatever i want until my savings run out and i decide to kill myself.
that sounds like the best thing ever. i spent my whole life being worried about the future, thinking my whole life i had to accumulate as much money as i can before so i can retire and live a peaceful life. but i don't think that's happening. i hate my job. i'm not rich and the world is getting more and more hostile.
i've been in therapy for a while now and i understand a lot about myself that i didn't. as a result, i just feel like i've been living a life that wasn't meant for me. i lived with my grandparents as a kid. life was fine. i was never physically abused, but i was emotionally neglected. i grew up and, although i'm a functioning adult in theory (i have a job and stuff), i don't have the basic skills to live an adult life, like dealing with responsibilities, routine, taking care of myself and stuff. i've only recently started to learn what is to really love and support someone since i started living with my husband. it's been a wonderful experience, but i don't know how much longer our relationship will go on. and, if we actually break up, i don't think i want to spend energy gathering the pieces and rebuilding a life. i think the idea of living a couple of months the way i want is better than living 40 more years being forced to live the way it's expected from me. because of everything that happened to me as a child and a teenager, i'm not properly equipped for that.
a lot of people think suicide is horrible and life is priceless. i understand a lot of people have a lot to life for, their hopes and dreams. i don't have those. i'm almost 40 now. i don't see the same value in my life as others see in theirs. why am i supposed to force myself to live an empty life, with this anxiety about my marriage, about my future, about the world. i don't want to see what the world will become in like 5 or 10 years. i really hope things get better, but i don't have enough faith in humanity to believe it will.
typing about me like this is weird. i very rarely do this. i don't make posts on social media (i barely use social media), i don't have a lot of friends (mostly because i grew distant from the friends i had - i always had trouble maintaining relationships with other people). also, this is a topic that's taboo to talk about. if i talk to it to my husband, he'll understandably be terrified and concerned about me. if i talk about it to my therapist, she's going to Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/24(Thu)00:13 No. 7474

>>7472
Got kids?

If I had, I'd argue it's my responsibility to take care of them to the best of my ability and prepare them to be able to take care of themselves. If I didn't learn to take care of myself I HAD NO BUSINESS MAKING CHILDREN, but I have to do my best now.

If you don't have children... It's fair game. Maybe don't abandon everything just yet. But try to make more time in which you allow nothing to be expected of you. Healthy relationships and marriage should allow for something like that to exist.

In that time. Try just breathing for starters. And fast. See where that takes you. You can contemplate or not. Socrates says that an unexamined life is not worth living. There might be truth to that. But I think in your situation, for starters you should wind the fuck down. Start noticing beauty. Look at the sky. Discover the ever-present... Inner peace. Yes. Ever present. Even right now. That shit makes life pretty extraordinary. Everything - quite fascinating.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/24(Thu)07:44 No. 7475

>>7474
no, i don't have kids. never wanted to have them. i'd be a terrible parent.
i was never in a healthy relationship before. my parents, grandparents, most of my close friends, my husband... there was always something that made the relationship unhealthy. i don't blame them, everyone has issues and were trying to get by life.
i appreciate beauty in nature, music and other things. but, so far, i haven't connected with anything that made rekindled that spark of life. actually, my husband did it. if we both didn't have severe depression, life would be wonderful.
giving up on everyone and everything to live life the way i wanted would be a final attempt to find myself and connect with something. i'm not an extrovert, i don't go to parties, clubs or anything like that. so, i'm not even sure if that's exactly what i want or need.
and i apologize if my first post sounded too dramatic. it's just something i've been giving a lot of thought for the last few of months and i wanted to share it somewhere.

Edgar Anon Poe 22/04/21(Thu)14:01 No. 6776 [Reply]

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Edgar Anon Poe 22/07/15(Fri)17:46 No. 6831

>>6806
>Heh, if it were up to me, every single imageboard would be wiped off the face of the internet.

But it isn't up to you so stfu

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Fred+Jones 25/07/20(Sun)14:15 No. 7468

Lmao the scarlet disease and the end of the dragonballs, that is too goddamn funny they are going to need to stop murdering little girls.

Remember the moonscars of myth and legend.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)14:20 No. 7469

The wackest posts on this board were written before this years were crafted by now dead people. So that's pretty good.

Goodbye. Edgar Anon Poe 20/02/22(Sat)17:46 No. 6371 [Reply]

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It's been a while. I miss you. This was all my fault. I'm so sorry. For everything. They told me things would get better. That I'm worth it. But they were lying.

You probably won't care. I don't expect you to. I was an asshole, and I'm going to get what I deserve. Please, don't try to talk me out of this. You know you want it. I never wanted to die alone, but I guess I deserve this. I never got the chance to tell you how much I love you.

Goodnight, R. Goodbye.
-J

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Edgar Anon Poe 20/03/09(Mon)15:08 No. 6378

R.I.P buddy

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The Great Mido 25/07/20(Sun)14:05 No. 7465

The dead are sorry for being so mean to me.

(If you see him...)

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The+Great+Mido 25/07/20(Sun)14:08 No. 7466

They couldn't tell me anything after they were turned into dinosaurs. But they couldn't tell me anything when they stole my precious the first time around the ring of power.

No telling Spike was Littlefoot.

Edgar Anon Poe 21/02/23(Tue)22:22 No. 6613 [Reply]

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https://www.bbc.com/future/article/20160915-the-woman-who-is-allergic-to-water

Depeche Mode was right: God sure does have a sick sense of humor, huh?

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SADB0Y_02998381783727273627282618383782877738762782783862837 21/02/24(Wed)00:59 No. 6614

Thats a miserable life.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)14:03 No. 7464

REMEMBER NOTHING IN LIFE IS FREE!!!!

Edgar Anon Poe 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 [Reply] [First 100 posts] [Last 50 posts]

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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)00:31 No. 7339

>>4771
Crush?
I cannot say that I have ever had one. In fact, I am a bit of a hopeless romantic, really.

I have always had other concerns on my mind, but I do recall this girl once. She was slender and about my height (I am of short stature, about 3.6 cubits), she liked to draw and never spoke to anyone, just sitting, alone. She was very talented and had some of the fairest skin I had set my eyes on (I should clarify that I have a skin condition which causes a certain fungus to grow on my face and turn it red and scaly, with patches peeling and oozing, it requires five drugs to address the symptoms, but nothing is approved for the cause). Nevertheless, only bad things happen to the people around me, so I would rather not put her in a place worse than her own.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)07:46 No. 7341

>>4771
He's twice my age and happily in a relationship. So am I. But I want to love him.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:51 No. 7461

Everyone was killed from the dead nigger jew blood (saved by Christ) retardedly fusing their souls with the sun and COBRA in the name of the moon.

Edgar Anon Poe 19/12/30(Mon)07:22 No. 6325 [Reply]

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gimme a list of your guys favorite songs

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)13:21 No. 7342

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Portishead - Sour Times
Silencer - Sterile Nails and Thunderbowels
Prodigy - Smack my Bitch Up
Alice In Chains - Bleed The Freak
Swans - Failure
Radiohead- Paranoid Andriod
Massive Attack - Teardrop
Pearl Jam - Black
Aphex Twin - Windowlicker
Bananarama - Venus
Burzum - Dunkelheit

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:46 No. 7459

Ain't no such things as halfway crooks.
Shook Ones - Mobb Deep.
Satisfaction - The Rolling Stones

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Coolgirl James 25/07/20(Sun)13:47 No. 7460

>>7332
Cool!

Is there anything that would bring you solace? Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/21(Mon)20:40 No. 7337 [Reply]

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It might not sound like much, but, personally, it would be quiet.

Today reminds me of why I yearn for quiet so much...

I was about four at the time, we had this neighbor across the road who would always go outside and garden. He was a jolly old man. That was, until one day, when he was not outside. Same with the next. One day became five and by that time the police showed up. Dead, from alcohol poisoning. He left a note too just before his death. I never knew what it said, but presumably it was suicide. Considering who he was externally, it was hard to believe it.

I use the silence to think about those who I knew, but are no longer around. Unfortunately, this has been too many.

It has been almost two years ago since my last friend committed suicide too. We met because we were both web devs at the time and despite being halfway across the world, we were very close. I miss him, as friends have always been difficult for someone like me.

Quiet gives me solace for it makes those I knew seem all the more closer.

So I ask the rest of you anons, as I have asserted in the title, what brings you solace?

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/26(Sat)21:58 No. 7365

>>7363
Low key real. + drugs + music + night

But I live in the middle of nowhere so as soon as I step outside I'm in the nether lands and forests. Speaking of Netherlands, I've enjoyed many such walks in Amsterdam. At least 10 years ago, it was or perhaps still is my favorite well my second favorite city, big city in europe. Perfect for walking like that. No tall buildings, no bustling business vibe, just chill and awesome. + Drugs.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:39 No. 7457

All my friends are dead, but the red death is going to kill all their enemies.

And my hair is turning gold. After all the ash is out of my hair, the red death is going to solve all the spy problems for me. I'll be able to take anything I want. Nobody is going to be able to touch me or see me. So I am going to have fun being a pirate for 007 years.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:40 No. 7458

>>7457
This must be Captain Jack Skellington formerly known as Pikachu.

Hitler Day Edgar Anon Poe 25/02/06(Thu)03:08 No. 7294 [Reply]

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Less than 77 days until the rest of these Christ faggots are isolated and exterminated :3

(YOU WERE WRONG, PERMAB&)

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:27 No. 7454

>>7352
Casper was not a jew.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:31 No. 7455

>>7350
The judeo-christian religion caused a curse that will ruin the all the wicked and deceived. IT was the book of the evil dead, used to resurrect the living dead and cause a plague on humanity for their greed. The holy bible deceives deliberately, it was one of the satanic cabals greatest instruments of doom at absolute mass death.

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:33 No. 7456

All you faith sucking faggots are getting seized in August. Their ranks were always outclassed and too corrupt to function by themselves.

Edgar Anon Poe 21/10/21(Thu)05:48 No. 6692 [Reply]

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Is it worth saving /grim/?

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Edgar Anon Poe 25/05/24(Sat)21:01 No. 7394

>>6697
I always gravitated towards deserts and oceans as the most beautiful landscapes. Even as I do love and appreciate vegetation. I don't see it as a negative necessarily if life on this planet is extinguished. I particularly don't care for mosquitos and flies among other insects and animals. Humans are fucked, but hippos are pretty obnoxious for the retarded faggots that they are, as well. At least some humans are genuinely beautiful and inspiring.

I like snakes and avians. Krokodiles just chill and eat stuff every once in a while, we should leave them alone. Sturgeons are beautiful. Various birds of the colder climate zones are straight up magic and wonder. And their songs don't make you want to kill yourself for the most part. Same cannot necessarily be said about the tropics. Cats are sexy obv, especially the wild ones. Overall vegitation is generally much cooler than any of these critters though. And a brief shoutout to the mushrooms too.

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William Wallace Campaign Manager 25/07/20(Sun)13:11 No. 7451

You can save it bey destroying civilization. The problem is pollution caused by over-population. The solution is to destroy the irresponsible populace.

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William+Wallace+Campaign+Manager 25/07/20(Sun)13:14 No. 7452

>>6717
But the worst problem about pollution is caused by their being too many people and too much sewage, ruining the water, oceans, farms and atmosphere.