/grim/ - Cold, Grim & Miserable

Death Eeyore 17/03/05(Sun)02:56 No. 5326 ID: 9c4b9c [Reply]

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All shall fall. We are all going to die someday. Each and every one of us. How does that make you feel?

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Eeyore 23/01/25(Wed)14:11 No. 7011 ID: 393358

>>6714
what do you think awaits you anon, no bullying im just curious

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CGM me 23/02/03(Fri)18:33 No. 7025 ID: 9adea1

I'm mostly pissed off that i'm just old enough that we won't see agelessness in my life time, but within 2 generations or so, aging won't be a cause of death any more. You'll live long enough that getting hit by a bus is basically the only way people die any more. Aging will be solved, but accidents happen kinda world. I see a world where people hide in spaces to avoid the entropy of risk, but otherwise have a endless lifespan.
I think were within a 100 years of that, but pissed and bummed that i'll see it coming and not get to partake of a pretty shitty situation that's still better than eating a bullet.

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CGM me 23/02/03(Fri)18:33 No. 7026 ID: 9adea1

I'm mostly pissed off that i'm just old enough that we won't see agelessness in my life time, but within 2 generations or so, aging won't be a cause of death any more. You'll live long enough that getting hit by a bus is basically the only way people die any more. Aging will be solved, but accidents happen kinda world. I see a world where people hide in spaces to avoid the entropy of risk, but otherwise have a endless lifespan.
I think were within a 100 years of that, but pissed and bummed that i'll see it coming and not get to partake of a pretty shitty situation that's still better than eating a bullet.

List Eeyore 20/05/09(Sat)09:40 No. 6468 ID: 68ab15 [Reply]

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Does anyone have a list of things they want to do before you commit suicide.

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Eeyore 20/05/09(Sat)10:22 No. 6469 ID: bc5350

No, why should I care if I would be dead? I don't want to, maybe it's reason.

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Eeyore 20/05/18(Mon)20:37 No. 6473 ID: 958a92

iktf

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Eeyore 23/01/26(Thu)22:45 No. 7018 ID: 0d9656

Find evidence of op being her. Ari yes. My list is not obliry.

Eeyore 20/09/14(Mon)04:07 No. 6524 ID: 38596a [Reply]

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I think im almost ready.

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Eeyore 20/09/14(Mon)09:13 No. 6525 ID: 57d949

>>6524

I present to you, the theme to this miserable affair.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHPwJiT7buM

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Eeyore 23/01/26(Thu)22:42 No. 7017 ID: 0d9656

Who da breal?

BanCharm 20/02/19(Wed)16:56 No. 6366 ID: 6e0cdf [Reply]

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Death awaits

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Eeyore 23/01/26(Thu)22:40 No. 7016 ID: 0d9656

Koehler in the chlorine.

Eeyore 23/01/09(Mon)01:53 No. 6937 ID: 7f1686 [Reply]

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The girl who lives downstairs from me cries a lot when her boyfriend isn't around..

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Eeyore 23/01/09(Mon)20:40 No. 6939 ID: e909ae

How does it make you feel?

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Eeyore 23/01/12(Thu)14:28 No. 6940 ID: 59410a

Tell her "shut the fuck up. I'm trying to sleep."

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Eeyore 23/01/15(Sun)21:05 No. 6998 ID: 33db42

>>6939
Kinda bad. I mean, it's one thing to yell when alone, it's another to sob loudly.

And what the hell happened here? Is someone spamming the board?

ewe 22/05/13(Fri)14:59 No. 6797 ID: d7971f [Reply]

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>Kike girl rejects me
>cut nazi symbols into skin

Man wtf am i doing.

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Eeyore 22/05/13(Fri)17:32 No. 6798 ID: 2ec802

>>6797

I beg your pardon, but WHAT

Eeyore 22/08/29(Mon)06:01 No. 6848 ID: 06c3e1 [Reply]

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bye

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Eeyore 22/09/05(Mon)01:32 No. 6855 ID: ebb45e

>>6848
cya later dude

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Eeyore 22/09/30(Fri)23:41 No. 6865 ID: 85fee6

>>6848
I say hello, you say bye.

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Eeyore 22/10/17(Mon)05:47 No. 6886 ID: 06c3e1

wtf, I know the artist. Ruenako! Is this you?

Life. Eeyore 19/11/08(Fri)03:29 No. 6266 ID: 2cb6e3 [Reply]

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>Spend childhood getting bullied, but otherwise pretty normal upbringing
>taught to treat people with decency and respect, even if they don't treat you the same way
>battery of IQ tests reveals genius intelligence
>have some serious issues come up in mid-childhood, various diagnoses of mental disorders ranging from ADHD to Rapidcycling bipolar disorder to learning disabilities
>pretty sure I was just bored and couldn't learn things from reading about them, have to be actively engaged and made to care about it.
>constant social issues growing up cause me to throw myself into books, history, and computers
>social issues include trusting people too easily and being taken advantage of, not getting along with authority figures, getting bullied and getting into fights, generally being socially ostracized
>grow up a massive fucking nerd
>develop severe depression around age 8 which involves sometimes cutting my hand to feel anything but misery
>hide it
>get into musical counterculture at 15 years of age...punk, thrash metal, goth, electro, industrial, psychobilly, I love it all
>tons of ideas on what I want to do with myself...make videogames, be a writer, make music, be an architect, just want to put something out into the world that I can care about
>constantly told by family and the few girlfriends I've had "That's unrealistic, you need to pick something else."
>school marks suffer significantly, largely because I just can't keep track of things and most of the subjects I just don't care about since nobody's giving me an actual reason to learn shit other than "you need this credit to pass"
>never pursue dreams
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Egregore 20/09/17(Thu)19:24 No. 6532 ID: 157975

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Yo man, this is literally what happened to me too. My leg is filled with cuts and scars. I used to have long lines of thick clotting blood dripping through my legs.

I broke sharpeners and cut my legs with it to the point that, my mom became concerned. Its ironic because it seems like she actually cares about me, but, I'm on a roller-coaster of emotions all day to the point that, I do not have a fixed opinion on anyone. It's almost like I'm a nietszchean fragment of multiple wills beyond good and evil.

Had a few exes and the Last two ended up cheating on me.

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Eeyore 20/10/03(Sat)04:46 No. 6541 ID: 120827

>battery of IQ tests reveals genius intelligence
>get into musical counterculture at 15 years of age...punk, thrash metal, goth, electro, industrial, psychobilly, I love it all
kek, let me guess, they told you you were a really "special" guy and they put you in "special" classes for "special" kids.

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Warped mind Eeyore 22/01/17(Mon)20:02 No. 6728 ID: 182caf

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Some metabolisms need protein for good. Eggs and fish are usually the softest.
The important thing about warp wanings are the core tenets:

>Fasting, training the body to fast
>Colon cleansing
>When eating regularly, do it within a narrow schedule and not thru the day long
>Mucusless diet is dangerous if suddenly applied,beware
>Colon cleansing is necessary after an entire life of miscarriage.
>Some bodies have different symptoms to express they are harmed by wheat,corn,rice and/or industrial sugars.
>Best fats are HDL. Worst ones are LDL. Carbs and starch raise this last one quite a lot.
>Best proteíns are from eggs and white fish,easiest fats.
>Best sport is always short and intense , never marathonian.
>Avoid breakfast until some hours pass since you get up.
>Investigate the books of warp wanings. Read Ehret, Dan Reid, Nagumo, Perlmutter, Horace Fletcher, James Nicolantonio… Not every body works the same way, test and discover your options.
> Warp wanings may take slowly upgrading your usage of them and quite a lot of time, AGEs are harder to remove from the body (specially brains) than starch.
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Eeyore 20/04/07(Tue)17:46 No. 6406 ID: 724304 [Reply]

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I just realized I've been sexually abused by my mother as a preteen
I enjoyed it. I have a huge /ss/ fetish because of it. but she hurt me. she manipulated me. and I know that what she did is wrong
now I don't know what the hell to do. I love her, I'd die for any of my family members. so why did she hurt me like this?
I've never even realized until recently, when I had my first sexual experience with a girl (I'm 20)
I always thought that it was something that "just happened" and even was thankful for it because I felt a lot of pleasure. but now I'm in pain and I'm aware that it was an evil thing to do

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sage Eeyore 20/10/17(Sat)05:17 No. 6542 ID: 720b6c

>>6430
>Americans [...] with virginity and the purity of sex
I am an Eurofriend tho.

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Eeyore 22/01/20(Thu)00:20 No. 6740 ID: 182caf

>>6406
>now i feel this was evil
Could you verbalize why? Know yourself

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Sum1HuNos 22/02/01(Tue)13:11 No. 6741 ID: c3e307

I think you should just confront you mom. Then you can each try to honestly express how you feel, what happened to you and how you feel moving forward. Life isn't easy but unanswered questions will only leave you to fill in the blanks subjectively.

Talk about your failures in life Eeyore 20/02/25(Tue)09:19 No. 6374 ID: 30b50c [Reply]

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failure after failure after failure after failure. I'm a loser to the eyes of most people and I wanted to be successful, I told people I would be successful, they thought I would be successful, but then they saw me fail and fail again, until I'm nothing but a poor loser no one likes.

I'm haunted by my failures. I am forever hateful of myself, forever ashamed. I feel inferior. Bad, evil, people I hate so much are succeeding more than me. Who's laughing now? Them. I'm ruined. The suffering is so intense and it never stops. Constant suffering. I don't understand why I'm still alive.

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Eeyore 20/04/23(Thu)09:25 No. 6441 ID: 72d4d3

>>6439
"Friends" is not the right word. Friends don't help you do jack shit. Friends are for hanging out, drinking beer and smoking weed, and patting you on the back saying "it's not your fault, they just don't understand your value" when you get fired. They won't criticize you when you're doing things wrong, won't tell you the truth, won't pick at your faults, and certainly won't help you get a leg-up in business at that job they DON'T have. Believe me, almost nobody wants to have a friend who will do those things, because they'll just get angry and you won't have any friends anymore.

I have friends who are perpetual failures in their line of work, and I know EXACTLY why they are failing, just from simple observation and comparing them and others who are successful. But I will never tell them, because they will say I am wrong and will cut me out of their life. Probably, they will say I don't know what I'm talking about because I don't do what they do. But that's what I mean, because friendship requires trust and affection, but NOT RESPECT. What they need is someone who they respect in their same industry who will tell them what I told them; then maybe they will take action.

What he really meant was a network. Business partners, co-workers, acquaintances in your industry of choice. There is a measure of mutual trust and respect between you, but you are not friends. The difference is they will not coddle you; they don't give a fuck about your feelings; they will not hesitate to tell you exactly why you're a fuck-up and the reason you got fired from your last job is because you fucked up in X, Y, and Z ways. Then they will tell you about how to get your foot in the door of a new business opportunity, with the unspoken agreement that when they need help, you will do the same.

Simply being told "you can do it!" doesn't help anything. People can do that to themselves; if they didn't self-motivate to some degree and tell themselves "I can do it!" they wouldn't even get out of bed.

Friends are like junk food; it feels good to eat, but it's not going to make your body any better. A network is like broccoli; tastes bad but it's what you need to be healthy.

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Eeyore 22/01/17(Mon)21:02 No. 6733 ID: 182caf

>stop doing things for looks
>always hide yourself
>specially whenever you may triumph at whatever

Chasing desires = dukkha

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Eeyore 22/02/21(Mon)07:07 No. 6748 ID: 212ae6

Op here. It has been a while since the last time I visited this place. I am still a failure, nothing has changed.