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>>7791
nigga, if you're not an edgy teenage girl you have no business cutting yourself and if you are tits or gtfo

cute pic

>>7792
I’m a tranny.

>Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream

Do you ever think that your need to alter your body is a misplaced aggression, attacking what you can reach rather than whatever aspect of yourself you've repressed even further than your biology? Or do you just like swishy skirts?

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>>7794
As I said, you have no business cutting yourself. But if you in your desire to feel more like an angsty teen girl decide to do it anyway stay within styro. Yellow beans max. Otherwise you may fuck up your shit and the way that is not just cosmetic. Although I understand, there's always that temptation to hit bedrock, but anyway, I don't think you're suicidal, well maybe you are, but if you're doing it for attention, I have no sympathy for you. The real suicides are actual heroes. Doing it for attention or doing it in a half-assed manner garners no respect fron me. If you want to kill yourself come and do it right. If you want to cripple yourself, well, that's a pretty fucked up wish, but don't just pretend that you want to risk death when the only thing you're really risking is giving yourself permanent damage.

If you're going to do this, buy some of those what are they called Band-Aids but for like deep cuts you know like the alternative stuff for stitches. I don't know, I'm an ESL retard. And you probably don't care what they call it in ancient Sanskrit type languages.

Anyway, my are commendation is just don't do it. But then I would recommend not fucking with your hormones or your physical body in any way either which you probably don't agree with sincere fucking tranny and want tits. Well, if you do, come here when you have them and post them.

>>7799
I don’t intend to cut past baby beans.
Thank you for the tip. I will purchase some wound closure strips. I am not suicidal at the moment. I cut for fun and stress relief.

I will actually consider posting my tits when they are more developed lol

https://temp-image.com/5vf7MWcObMKSW8k

I really need to conquer my fear and start going deeper honestly. This is pretty pathetic

>>7802
Conquer your fear in areas where it actually improves the lives of others or your own.

Meditation on fragility, mortality is good (you'd have no fear of cutting yourself if you knew just how fragile and mortal you are) but does not necessarily require physical damage that potentially reduce your capabilities and/or burden others.

If it's reduces stress for you, it's most likely social stress. Figure out your mind. Something about your attitude towards others is not integrated. This is a Band-Aid, it will not solve the problem. Learn to regard others in a way that doesn't cause you stress. Perhaps adjust where you pay attention, how much and to what.

Love is the answer
Find your peace

I will cutfag again later. So fucking sick right now.

Still super fucking sick but I did a few more anyways. I think I blunted my razor too much because it kept not cutting.

https://temp-image.com/4PfhXD7Uih22q0T

>>7806
why do you get from doing this?

>>7807
what*

>>7807
I’m some kind of nonsexual masochist. Cutting is fun for me and makes me feel better.

>>7809
Gotcha! Were you abused when you were younger or it just developed on it's own?

>>7810
I was abused for a period as a child but I was kind of fucked up even before then.

>>7811
How were you abused? The details aren't necessary, was it sexual or physical?

>>7812
Physical and emotional.

>>7813
Do you relive the memories every day, who cooks you meals?

>>7814
I’m pretty much over the trauma. Also my pre-hrt memory is fragmented as fuck because I was constantly dissociated which helps.

What do you mean about the meals?

>>7815
I mean who feeds you

>>7816
I feed myself? I don’t want to talk about my personal life here.

>>7817
You kinda are talking about your personal life

>>7818
I don’t want to share too much identifying information.

>>7819
That is acceptable

>>7819
If you told me your dad, I think I might have identified you. Well later down the line. But I'm keeping a catalog on you. Even without this information I will eventually crack the code. Blood is sexy. Unfortunately I'm not attracted to biological males. Although I would have dated one or two guys that I've seen in my life, but sexually and in the bed, I just don't think it's the same or can be the same. I fucking sense the spirit of these women... Idk, I guess I always was a bit psychic in that sense. Anyway, long story. I'm sure you'll find your whatever it is that you're looking for sexually and romantically. But yeah, blood is kind of sexy. Please don't cut too deep, that shit is fucking disgusting. Also again don't want to annoy you, but try not to do any damage. If you cut through the whole styro layer The likelihood of infection and deep scars due to gaping will be just, just please don't do it. If you can help it.

I will tell you though, the funniest shit is when people say they don't want to be identified, yet post their face on the internet. Well, at least you're not that stupid. But face equals identity nowadays.

WTF

>>7821
I don’t intend to go too deep.

>>7823
Did you not make the other comment?

>>7825
no

>>7826
Yeah that comment was pretty strange

>sense the spirit of these women
fuckin psycotic

>keeping a catalog on you
And he has a shrine fukkin hell

I have latent abilities mf

>>7829
Lmao

>>7829
No, you've just been alone too long. Welcome home btw

>>7791
Are you still alive

>>7837
I am.

Show how your arms have healed

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>>7839
I have not cut my arms at all. I was cutting my thigh. I have not been cutting lately because I met my boyfriend whom I love. Here is what the cuts look like now:

>>7840
doesnt look like deep cuts lol

>>7841
Yeah, they're cat scratch.

Also op found a boyfriend in 7 days and they're not even biological female meanwhile I couldn't find a gf in 7 years and I'm a straight man. I should've been born a cute little thot mfw

>>7840
Well it's good to hear that you met someone and he stops you from cutting.
>>7842
You know that you have to go out and actually talk to girls to get them? Apologies if you are actually going out.

>>7843
Nah, your ride dude, I'm not bitching. I just hate cities, live in the middle of nowhere and don't have enough money to spend on bitches or parties or whatever. I'm basically a poor fag who a few luxuries that I really do care about.

And the few times that I did have interactions with women that I was at least initially vibing with, they ended up kind of being boring or ghosting me, but in general just not being cool about it, so last years I haven't even been trying.

Also I'm autistic and think women are boring af in general so that doesn't help with motivation. Don't get me wrong, they are awesome in their own ways, they are cute and some of them are sweet and beautiful etc, but in terms of actually being interesting individuals, is just exceedingly rare unfortunately I believe and basic stuff of how you treat another human or a friend that exists at least in my social circle which is admittedly very tiny, all those things seem to have completely missed those girls at least the ones that I interacted with. They just don't know how to be cool with or around others. Which is fine, but it just doesn't help with being interested in them you know what I mean. But again I'm not bitching, this is totally on me. I haven't really been putting in effort at all.

>>7846
Totally get you man. At the risk of sounding cliché there really is someone for you (judging by the fact that you can articulate your feelings and have healthy self awareness). I met my current gf through bullshitting during an online game. I had given up even searching for a gf for years before this happened.

I know anecdotes are cliché and you might disagree with me. I totally get your feeling

>>7791
OP updates???

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>>7849
A few more and my first styro!!! My boyfriend doesn’t need to know. This is a new thigh, all cuts are today

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>>7850
Happy lil guy

>>7851
is this a long distance thing or how can't he notice

>>7852
Online relationship

Bro got inspired by the gore thread
Or the cp thread I guess, but the gore was more impressive (in terms of cutting, not necessarily overall)

>>7853
How much is the distance?
>>7854
who

>>7855
Cutter

>>7856
Yes?

>>7854
I didn’t see either of those.

>>7855
We live close enough :)

>>7859
When's the next visit

>>7854
Can't believe that thread is still up lol

>>7861
nvm, we did it reddit!

>>7860
Not scheduled. We started talking two days ago.

>>7863
stay safe

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Intended to do multiple but I got distracted.

>>7878
How old are you if I may ask.

>>7880
I’m an adult. Why?

>>7881
Just curious, I know you are an adult. That much is certain

>>7882
I’m 18.

>>7883
I feel sorry for you

>>7889
Yeah, it's pretty fucked up, but who isn't fucked up nowadays. Good luck OP.

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Did this one a few hours ago, sorry I wasn’t able to photograph it right away. It was pure, beautiful styro

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Check out the sheer amount of blood

>>7895
Holy shit! That's gonna get infected for sure. You probably cant sit good either

>>7897
Genuinely how can I stop it from getting infected? I can make butterfly strips and use antiseptic.

>>7898
Clean it with soap and warm water. If you have iodine solution - soak a bandage in it and apply it to wound.
If not just disinfect and apply a sterile bandage and just change it every 2h or when it gets moist.

bro did your bf leave you or smth? did you cut through styro or stayed in it?

Btw did it hurt? what razor are you using, just the regular laser sharpened replaceable blades?

I'd us h202 and ... well, i wouldn't cut that deep in the first place, but u do u.

ur cutting the elastin and collaggen filaments or whatever theyre called, that's why that shit gapes like that. look at the cp thread I posted in on b. That's how you cut without fucking up your skin, just some surface permanent scarring. I think it looks kinda sick and no structural damage.

>>7900
My bf has not left me. I stayed in styro. I am using a safety razor blade that I dulled for more pain.

>>7901
Not looking at cp, thank you very much.

>>7903
It's not cp, it's just posted in cp thread

>>7904
I’m not risking opening that thread.

>>7902
Ok if you stayed there's less chance of infection.

so u cut for pain huh? aren't there more methods to get it? why cutting? Do you enjoy the idea of scarring as well?

>>7905
It's aesthetic and beautiful. Yours is in gore category now. If youre afraid of opening that one u should be even more afraid of this one.

Btw I found some anime wallpapers, but can't find the nigger that requested them. it's not on /a/ anyone know where it was?

nevermind, found the nigger looking for wallpapers

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>>7901
>look at the cp thread I posted in on b.
>It's not cp, it's just posted in cp thread
MY SIDES

Boyfriend left me. Fuck my life.

>>7910
why? but you were together for couple of days

>>7912
He didn’t see a future for the relationship. I’m still sending him nudes at his request though. I love him so much.

>>7913
Nudes aren't love

>>7913
how did he tell you

>>7906
1. My life sucks and cutting makes me feel better
2. I enjoy the pain
4. I enjoy the blood
5. I enjoy looking at and touching the wounds and eventually scars
6. I hate myself most of the time
7. I hate my body because of dysphoria

>>7917
Note: I was driven to do the deep cut primarily by self-hate. That is not usually the case.

>>7915
He was direct hut kind. I don’t want to talk any more about this.

Got it

>>>/grim/7556
Was this you too?

>>7921
No, it was not.

>>7913
why not just love /b/ and post nudes there

>>7917
Yeah, gotta admit, blood is pretty cool. I'd say check out the gore thread, but that one definitely has some mines probably worth avoiding in your state. If you can't even look at the CP thread (that has no cp). But there was some really nice cutting in the gore one.

Hope you get better soon op
This got pretty grim and dark
I'll refrain from adding my own darkness but there...

Good luck you niggaz

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Beans

>>7928
They look a lot yellower irl.

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>>7929
Another photo

>>7930
Guess it's healing okay.