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>>8196
By the way, don't think of me as heartless. I just happen to think most people fucking suck. And even those that appear to be in deep trouble, I still don't trust. I used to think that they're like me, but for the most part I found out that they are far less genuine about it than.. what I was in... And even if they are indeed in deep doodoo, I have found out that they are just as untrustworthy and shit people as the ones that are not suffering greatly. I have also learned that not a rare case of it is actually performative. In other words, suffering is not the great cleanser as I once thought it was. So even though I perhaps empathize with OP more than the average person, I don't find it proof enough to consider them a kin. As such, I still don't trust them. As such, my advice may appear and actually is not really very much emotionally involved.
Also, I treated death with much more seriousness than OP does, so again... perhaps this is their way of making light of the situation and a way to be slightly humorous, but... Smoke some DMT op, before you go. Should make you consider a bit more what death is really like and what you're actually doing by getting rid of the body. I say this not as an advise, but just throwing it out there. You're most likely under 120 iq so whatever you think it's going to be pretty dumb, but it's kind of a waste of a good suicide to treat it so unseriously and like it's not your last action here... Changing your mind, ok, fair, I get, but being a fucking worthless looser about it... I don't really get.
"Oh, just give me rest.. I'm tired of this" ok, fair, you got it, but can you at least take it seriously first? Fucking niggers I swear. You just remind me of the monkeys. Wanting peace and rest is a fair request, but being a fucking dumbass through and through, even in your suicide, no, sorry I don't think I stand behind that. Respect at least that much - your own fucking act of killing yourself, fucking dumbass. A tiny little frog in the huge valley, horizon like 10 cm in front. Surrounded by monuments and mountains. Yet can't even kill himself properly. You almost deserve everything dude. If you can't even take your own suicide seriously. Don't perform this, neither for yourself nor for anyone else, do it because that is your decision, not because it's some kind of fucking stupid performance. Are you capable of independent thought? This is BIGGER than the little tiny little you here now aka the ego. But since it's the ego making the decision, appropriate humbleness is in order.
Go surf a few infinities first, maybe that will give you more of an appreciation for what you're getting into.
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