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Angsty Teen Girl 23/10/26(Thu)03:24 No. 25765 Board: /rnb/ [Reply]
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I have been thinking about killing myself, I will try to be quick with my misfortune. My girlfriend has been cheating on me, she doesn't want to leave me because "she loves me more than anything" (but she's not going to leave her REAL boyfriend either) and I don't want to be alone even though I feel like a complement to what her boyfriend doesn't give her (attention and that shit) . I realized that no one wants to see my work, I make games in RPGmaker and I draw but it's pure edgy shit and all my profiles in media were shadow banned because of it so I won't get anywhere doing what i like. My parents hate me, school is getting hard since I'm not a smart ass anymore. I don't have friends, I don't have anything, just my cats, younger brother, plushies and my laptop, those are the only things that keeps me alive(cuz even if i love "my gf" i can't see her with the same eyes). I don't want advice and shit because at this point I've heard it all and nothing can really help me.


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Angsty Teen Girl 24/01/25(Thu)22:42 No. 25846

>>25765
Parasocial world, and cunt sociopath women. Congrats on the world considering you as worthy of not dying, sorry for the heartbreaks.


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Angsty Teen Girl 24/01/29(Mon)03:00 No. 25847

>>25812
Good luck with your new person bro, forget about your old bitch it's not worth it thinking about whore


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Angsty Teen Girl 24/04/22(Mon)11:42 No. 25896

>>25765
Why don't you leave her then or just stubbornly cut off relations with her? No girlfriend is better than a cheating one.




The Laws of Hospitality Mg, gg, or so it would seem... 12/10/26(Fri)20:17 No. 17526 Board: /elit/ [Reply] [Last 50 posts]

Another Saturday, and my 'guest' was still playing her strange game. Wherever I went, she followed, gaze unwavering. It was a predator's stare, so out of place on that little wisp of a girl, but I was used to it by now, and I barely noticed anymore. It's amazing what you can get used to, given enough time. It had been more than a month since she'd levered herself into my home and life, and she had yet to speak a single word. Having seen what I had, I was inclined to let her keep her silence. Living without conversation was no great burden for me, so I'd eventually managed to regain some sense of normalcy. I gave each task my full attention, pouring my focus into every action. I made a ritual of yet another mundane task as I made us both eggs and french toast, as we ate in silence, as I cleaned up after. I didn't notice at all how my shirt's too-big collar slipped, careless, down one slender, pale shoulder. I didn't watch as she licked daintily at a spot of syrup on her delicate finger, her eyes never leaving me as she slid it between her lips. I pointedly avoided noticing the way a lock of her hair, dark and straight and silky smooth, only slightly mussed despite the night's sleep, fell across her cheek in a way the begged my fingers to brush it back behind her ear. I was so busy not noticing that I damn near missed my mouth with my next bite, and the laughter danced behind those deep dark eyes, so deep you could drown in them, so dark they might as well be black.

I finished quickly, then stood, taking my plate. I could do just as good a job not noticing at the sink as anywhere. I didn't take her plate for the same reason one does not take an antelope from a feeding lion. She'd leave it when she chose, syrup and powdered sugar scattered like blood and offal, but I'd deal with that when the time came.

I spent the morning in the studio, along with my exra shadow. I'd packed up everything but the old Bride of Frankenstein to ship out on Monday. To tell the truth, I didn't really have anything left to do, but it was a grand old poster, and I enjoyed looking at it. Ray had sent it to me faded, folded, and dog-eared, but it had still been a beautiful poster for all that. God knows where he'd found it, but that was his business. I just made her pretty again. She'd fetch $200,000 at the very least, if I didn't miss my guess. The way the market had picked up lately, and with Ray running the auction I wouldn't be surprised at all if she went for double that. I spent an hour or two making a few final touches, but I was mostly running on force of habit. It had been done for a few days now, I just liked looking at it.

On the way out, I passed an empty canvas. That was for my own work. I hadn't done a project of my own in months now. I kept meaning to, but it never seemed like the right time. None of my originals ha Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Heya Uninvited 21/02/20(Sat)02:43 No. 27196

Ok, gonna finish this one.


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Uninvited 21/02/20(Sat)02:45 No. 27197

>>24407

Yup, still alive!


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Silent 22/04/02(Sat)11:49 No. 27578

>>17603
This inspires me. I've never tried writing as a hobby or as a creative outlet, but I do read a lot and I do care a great deal about stories, much the same as you. Maybe it's worth giving a try, just to see if it's something I enjoy or for which I have a talent. And who knows, maybe in a few months or a year I'll contribute to elit.

Enjoyable read here too. I'm a sucker for Celtic and Norse fiction in general. And that line, "One of my names is Andra. I would give it to you. For a time, I am yours," is a pretty decent hook, if ever I've read one. I do hope you finish this story eventually.




increasing anxiety - did this happen to anyone else? Dimebag Anon 23/03/20(Mon)03:18 No. 88 Board: /weed/ [Reply]
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I first smoked weed when I was in high school in 2010. It was all SLAYER, not a single hint of anxiety. As I experimented with it more throughout high school feelings of anxiety and paranoia would creep into the high, but I always felt exhilarated and it was still fun. After high school around 2012 I started smoking all day every day to cope with crippling depression. The anxiety got worse and worse but I still managed to find enjoyment out of it and become addicted to it for the next several years. Until about 2020 when the entire experience began to be too awful, pure anxiety, no longer exciting, made my depression worse even, no fun left to be found in it. So I quit.

I tried smoking, vaping, etc. several times after quitting but always the same shit. I tried taking 2.5mg and 5mg THC pills and working my way up. I've found that any dose strong enough to get me any effect is just unpleasant now.

Has this happened to anyone else? Also I would love to know if there's any way to reverse this. I had a dream recently where I was smoking weed and enjoying it like back in the old days and it made me nostalgic.


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Dimebag Anon 24/06/03(Mon)08:11 No. 109
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Nigga smoke with a teaspoon in your mouth and sit down on the floor left heel touching your anus. 0 anxiety.

Demiurge Sheesh
Nobody chats about how the throat opens like an ALEPH as if the Jude's stole the real alphabet that controls reality
Combine with sayonces smoke herb and meditate like a Buddha you get godass insight. Unblock your nose with some olive oil like in cadets jolly african americans down a small Tetley stirrer down your throat like the voice actors do~ ,there's 108 connections from the heart to the mouth if they ever took your teeth you don't get enough oxygen ~ free yourselves.

Spoon give balance ~ pull away from your right ear with your left palm jolly african americans.


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Dimebag Anon 24/06/08(Sat)07:03 No. 110

>>28
THC can trigger undiagnosed psychiatric problems, you might want to see a psychiatrist, and you'll probably have to stop consuming THC.
Non THC CBD might help, but there's more to therapy than medication alone.


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Dimebag Anon 24/06/14(Fri)23:36 No. 111

>>886
Damn, God damn dude. I don't know who put that knowledge in your head, but man, I am grateful.




BEAN 22/01/28(Fri)06:42 No. 3621 Board: /jew/ [Reply]
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I am a traveling anon, and wish to offer /jew/ knowledge about BEANS.
What follows is an "iron diet" specifically for people who live in western countries, and face poverty due to cost rather than lack of income.


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Modern Mom 25/02/20(Thu)10:02 No. 4259

>>4212
Well BEANed


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Modern Mom 25/04/22(Tue)17:46 No. 4334

>>3621
Beans are very high in oxalate and will absolutely fuck your kidney up if you overeat them for a long time.


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Modern Mom 25/11/20(Thu)13:52 No. 4542

>>4334
just soak them before hand brother. if youre concerned about anti nutrients alot of them can be voided with peppers/tomato/lime. I love a good pot pre soaked then boiled a couple hours with garlic/onion/jallepeno and maybe some ham.




W.D. All out War Rick Grimes 17/12/11(Mon)06:44 No. 131097 Board: /tg/ [Reply]
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Does anyone have the pdfs of all the equipment cards, and character cards?

I was able to find all the rules for the various expansions on a Russian website and can upload if people area interested.


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Caaaaaahrl 17/12/16(Sat)18:33 No. 131107

Yes please !


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Anonymous 17/12/30(Sat)17:16 No. 131134

Walking dead rules:

https://mega.nz/#F!agVxAaBY!GcPAHVLk5No1_ernKaxi1A


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Thanks XO-1 17/12/31(Sun)06:14 No. 131135

Thanks ! Main rulebook available ?




Anonymous 19/07/21(Sun)05:24 No. 22106 Board: /fl/ [Reply] [Last 50 posts]
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Anonymous 23/09/26(Tue)04:29 No. 25474
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Anonymous 23/09/26(Tue)04:31 No. 25475
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Anonymous 23/09/26(Tue)04:41 No. 25476
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Anonymous 25/12/02(Tue)07:56 No. 23154 Board: /me/ [Reply]
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sister machine gun, burn
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWSkz3Y2ri8
sisters of mercy, adrenochrome
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whcyN7x7QYU




Edgar Anon Poe 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 Board: /grim/ [Reply] [First 100 posts] [Last 50 posts]
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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.


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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)00:31 No. 7339

>>4771
Crush?
I cannot say that I have ever had one. In fact, I am a bit of a hopeless romantic, really.

I have always had other concerns on my mind, but I do recall this girl once. She was slender and about my height (I am of short stature, about 3.6 cubits), she liked to draw and never spoke to anyone, just sitting, alone. She was very talented and had some of the fairest skin I had set my eyes on (I should clarify that I have a skin condition which causes a certain fungus to grow on my face and turn it red and scaly, with patches peeling and oozing, it requires five drugs to address the symptoms, but nothing is approved for the cause). Nevertheless, only bad things happen to the people around me, so I would rather not put her in a place worse than her own.


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Edgar Anon Poe 25/04/22(Tue)07:46 No. 7341

>>4771
He's twice my age and happily in a relationship. So am I. But I want to love him.


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Edgar Anon Poe 25/07/20(Sun)13:51 No. 7461

Everyone was killed from the dead nigger jew blood (saved by Christ) retardedly fusing their souls with the sun and COBRA in the name of the moon.




Ric flashing cock used ricmay 24/07/24(Wed)00:27 No. 124675 Board: /men/ [Reply]
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Best way to execute dumb fucking broadcom chip Anonymous 23/07/04(Tue)18:23 No. 22914 Board: /halp/ [Reply]
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Fuck this stupid wifi chip dumb fuck. Now that I installed an Intel wifi chip, what's the best way to execute this dipshit? I'm thinking about dipping it in some vinegar.


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Anonymous 23/07/20(Thu)12:23 No. 22915

Save it for the next time you get a laptop with an incompatible Wi-Fi card


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Anonymous 23/08/05(Sat)09:25 No. 22922

>>22915
Picrel is the incompatible card idiot





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