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Let's see if this board is really dead... If you have any JR-related pics please feel free to join in.

Tags: Rape, underage, Lesbian relationships, prostitution, modern.

Prologue:

My name is Natalie Hawthorn, or at least for the purposes of this story it is. My name actually is Natalie, but I am using an alias for my surname, it will eventually make sense as to why. Too many people involved who I would prefer not end up in prison. I don’t really hate any of them, or those who I feel should be behind bars have a little too much dirt on my friends and family. Lesser of two evils in my opinion. I am twenty four and this story began pretty much exactly ten years ago. It was summer vacation. But it didn’t feel like vacation.
Some people stay home on their vacation, I was no different. My family didn’t have a lot of money, so when we went away, it was saving up for a few years beforehand. I remember Disney world a bit. I was eight. But I still do recall some rides here and there. Like the Teacups or the god forsaken It’s a Small World. That thing was an hour and a half of my life I will never get back. I still have PTSD from that song.
But as I said I stayed home most summers. Some days skateboarding but usually I took the chance to be lazy and watching TV. At school I ran track, and I was fast, like really fast. I won’t reveal how many state records I have as it will be a little too easy to find me, but I will say that I have at least one. That speed however did get the attention of a talent scout. It was our final meet of the year, and after getting a good four seconds between me and the next girl, i was approached. I was offered a position at a prestigious sports academy, the catch, it was literally across the country. I’m a New York girl, born and raised. The school was in California. Anyone can tell you it is far.
As I said my parents did not have a lot of money, and and the offered position was not a scholarship. You had to be good to get into the school, but it wasn’t a free ride. While this was an awesome opportunity and I was pretty excited, I also knew there was a slim chance it would come to fruition. I wasn’t expecting it to work. Even if my parents could find a way to cover tuition, it was in Cali, which meant I also needed room and board. It was not like I could just take a bus home each night and have a home cooked meal. So we were trying to think of an option that would work. I tire dto help my selling lemonade, but apparently a fourteen year old girl selling lemonade was not as cute as s ix year old doing it so I only made fifty cents, and only after Kelly offered to spike the drink.
Okay let me tell you about Kelly, She is supposed to be my brother’s girlfriend. I mean they fuck, that is not really disputed, but really she was not in love with him. She was dating him for a different reason and I will get to that in a second. Now during the summer she lived with us. This was mainly due to her parents being out of the country, claim it was business, and Kelly would pul Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Real quick, I'm a schizophrenic NEET on disability but because Murica I do not make enough to live off of on my own. I've always had to take roommates to share the rent with, and because most people don't do that for free, it's usually a romantic partner I move in with. Because I'm vulnerable and stupid, I end up falling for a person who hurts me, or even starts beating me and insulting me just to put me down. So I run away. I call a friend somewhere else in the States who can move me somewhere else, and then it starts again. I meet a person, they hurt me, I leave.

You get the point, basically. Medicaid is state based, so when you move elsewhere, you need to reapply for that state's version of Medicaid. As I've already been to half the states in the country, and already moved twice this year, it's been very hard to keep my medical benefits steady (they can take up to 100 days to approve an applicant after the forms are filled out or, if you have SSI, respond to a change of address.)

I can't get my meds right now so it's harder and harder to go outside, I can barely get food, and might be moving again in another few months too.

My family says they're willing to house and feed me and take care of the cost of my medicine, but the only stipulation is that I cannot bring anyone home with me. The problem with this is that I'm extremely codependent, too broken to live for my own sake, so I need someone to lean on and be my purpose. But after 6 or 7 consecutive relationships that turned abusive, I'm really just thinking there isn't much hope for me living comfortably, or doing anything other than struggling like an animal every day to survive.

Are there any other diagnosed schizophrenics here whose conditions are severely disabling? If so, I'd love to know how you're all getting by, because I'm having a really tough time out here. (pic unrelated, just a drawing I did when I moved here)

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Superman is so lucky.

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Lets say we mourn his death by shopping this picture!

I got some to get you started.

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i don't know where to put this but figured this site and board is relatively low traffic enough to feel okay posting it here. i was cyberstalked by some random asshole that started recognizing me on an imageboard and i no longer trust the internet as a "safe place" to do stupid shit. once your privacy has been invaded, you start self censoring yourself, and i feel a sense of loss over forums that i used to like and regularly use that i now no longer can post on without getting sent weird creepy messages.

i stg, i'm not schizo. it would be hard to explain how exactly it happened but, i basically had my internet traffic monitored (i had no basic cybersecurity knowledge so it would have been easier to do so when things happened), so i would start getting weird messages on forums i used. again, i know that sounds schizo, but it was very specific things that hinted that they recognized me and hacked into my personal accounts whenever i would post, like extremely specific references to messages i sent to my parents, whenever i posted a photo of myself on certain sites, comments on my appearance or the context of posts i would make, things like that.

the point is, i feel like my sense of privacy has been completely shattered. when that happens, you start... editing yourself online. anonymity used to be fun and an outlet for self expression, now i just feel paranoid that some asshole will get pissed off at the things i say and take things way too far.

i feel like this is how people chip away at your spirit. when you feel that you are being monitored, the natural effect of self censorship happens, even if it feels like... i am not even sure how to word it, but like you have to suppress the things that make you human.

i realize true anonymity may be impossible to achieve on the internet. you will always have some digital identity being logged and secured in databases you have no control over. but i moreso just feel angry that someone wanted to make me feel unsafe in the first place and took away that feeling of being anonymous from me, even if it was never true in the first place.

anonymity and privacy is so important. there are so many weird people who want to take it away from you, i don't even really know why, but i hope anyone who reads this can maybe be a bit more informed. there are really fucking weird people in the world and on the internet who will just do shit like this. so please use vpns, two factor authentification, and other basic cybersecurity methods to avoid having this happen to you.

also, it just fucking sucks. i hate feeling paranoid. i hate that i know longer can use some digital spaces that felt "safe" or whatever bullshit. i hate that people push you to self censor yourself. there's nothing i can do about it but i just wish we never had to worry about these types of people in the first place, or that i was smarter wi Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Does anyone have a mobius vip account so it can share the pages of this comic?

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In the new version of FAQ file, it says "we recommend sticking to the same exercises for at least Mesos 1 and 2, and possibly even Mesos 3 and 4. In the next macrocycle (next time you circle back to Meso 1), we recommend picking all or mostly new exercises and repeating the process", on the contrary of the old version, that says to change exercises every mesocycle.
Are you guys doing this new recommendation, keeping the same exercises for meso 1 and 2 and possibly 3 and 4 or are you still changing every mesocycle?