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It has been two years now since . I am being told my work is downloaded practically-always daily , yet who downloaded i do not know . I can comfortably say i do not artificially inflate the download metrics . And since i have not been contacted in response to my work , I have no idea who my readership is . I do not paywall my work and my work is good , so there are no borrowings or sales . I have not given out physical copies for anything i've written . So the metrics for each work is the metric for that work , except that's not true for MP::WiP , which was removed as its own selfstanding work by someone unknown who wrongly recategorized it as an earlier-version to an entirely different work that I finished way before beginning the writing portion for MP::WiP , which was at 49 downloads but now shows 8 downloads .
I will say i don't particularly enjoy philosophy nor do i have a desire to fervently read and write , but I seem to have no option but to do so . It is not a lofty pursuit for me nor has it been . I do not come from money nor have i been given enough means for a respectable life , which I do actually believe is odd . It seems I simply have not had given to me what has been expected by everyone else to be given to someone by someone else at some time or another . So , I can't really do much else realistically besides be given some offer . My living conditions do not provide adequate quality for any wfh . I also have no real choice but to live in a place far away from businesses or commuter parking meaning also reasonable bus , which goes into a city that doesn't seem to ever want to hire me , but where I also don't apply to work any factory job as I am differently qualified , nor to any nearish-by various corporate outposts because I could not afford to commute daily nor do I have any experience that would make me any more desirable than someone who seems to be able to afford to live near any such place .
Because I am indebted to the federal government for my specific academic education , I can't exactly justify obtaining a different formal education or training more-so than i have already . I have been rejected from a second-bachelor's degree program in a different but kind thus equal different university . I have not the money to take LSATs until i'm a super-splitter . I have also no money for any specific certification to perform some specific work , which leads me to try to firstly make what education I already have be valuable , which I am here doing still .
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