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>>845425
He was a great lover and a good potential husband(o), however for right now - give yourself permission to feel entirely empty; don't rush to fill the space.
This is a new way and a new life, the heart of my wandering spirit almost sputters from the possibility of being in a situation where things are undefined and perhaps even a little mysterious
And just to add a little bit of my own personal twist on it - let those who choose you too, just as you choose them - be the ones you interact with. There's no need to sell yourself to anyone, rather spend that time being cooler to those you already have and love and overall doing the best you actually can, because people are given different hands, yet true companions will always do the absolute best with the hand they are given and CAN WE REALLY EXPECT ANYTHING MORE FROM ANYONE? If anything it's our job to do OUR best rather than monitoring others and if it works it - it will work out effortlessly and wonderfully, if it's hard and full of friction, that's not what companionship and love is. There can be friction, but there's no rush to get as close as possible as soon as possible.
Learn to appreciate silence/peace, nature the planet and the skies and your own body and company and perhaps some food and air, but even though it is indeed all about love and in many ways we're here for other humans, if none you like or love or fancy chooses you, it should not make you desperate. It is natural that in life sometimes your path weaves through a desert. This should not make you uncomfortable. If anything it's an opportunity to discover a deeper peace that should probably be available to you always anyway.
This forum chose me, because I'm awesome, now I choose them, because I appreciate them. The only people I really hate is niggers and kikes. But the cute and the wonderful keeps me going.
Don't forget OP, friends are always around the corner, even if you're going through a fucking endless desert or drowning in an ocean, hell, you could be flying in the fucking empty outer space bruh, I believe in you, you are that strong, that peaceful, that beautiful, that powerful, know your own awesomeness and you will never feel alone again, because God and the stars live inside you
If anything that is always your company, you know it, I know it, even if the temporary loneliness lasts forever, what is forever for a true adventurer if not but a stop along the way?
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