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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年01月12日(金) 01時21分09秒 5670
5670

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that face when i will never be a true female
i will always be an imitation, a fake, an impostor

every morning i look in the mirror and feel wrong


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年01月12日(金) 02時22分46秒 5671

i understand
i feel the same way
I don't like thinking about because there's nothing i can do
and the human body is the most disgusting thing i can think of

but if you want to be a female, maybe you can go on HRT and get surgery and work out and stuff
and as technology progresses, you can get more advanced and better surgeries that will support your goal and get you closer to where you want to be

it'll be okay, friend


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年01月12日(金) 05時05分08秒 5672

What stupid nonsense you're spouting? "True" females were just born female. They had their gender handed to them. They did nothing to deserve it. They were made female and thought "oh this is my life now"
You're more female than they are.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年09月08日(土) 18時25分47秒 5887
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>>5670
I feel you
It hurts so bad I can't even focus on anything else
I am getting on estrogen in a few weeks and I used to think that finally starting hrt would make me happy, but I feel sadder than ever
This ride never ends


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Edgar Anon Poe 2018年09月16日(日) 08時17分41秒 5892

i'm gonna be blunt
who cares ?
you are who you think you are anon
if people saw you as an impostor that's on them
their loss tbh you do you


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年02月28日(木) 20時37分11秒 6023

>>5670
You don't need to be a "true female". It has nothing to do with your body. Be who you are, do what you can to have the body you desire but don't put yourself down for things you have no control over. I bet you're already a beautiful girl, what you have between your legs doesn't matter at all.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月01日(金) 23時02分51秒 6025

>>6023
Why are you enabling this unhealthy mental illness?
You are like a feeder except it's a skewed view on genitalia you provide.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月02日(土) 02時54分54秒 6026

Are you sure this is the right thing to be doing? Maybe the problem is in your brain rather than on your body. I have a friend who went through the same thing and turned out much happier after he got a gf and accepted himself as male.

You might be mentally ill, I honestly think if you're unhealthily obsessing over your physical state you lose the ability to be satisfied with it.

Based on what he told me I went through a similar thing where I desperately tried to look as I did when I was much younger. I was seeing features that weren't there or things would be highly exaggerated in my perception. What convinced me was that I was looking in the mirror as I had a mood swing and I saw my face morph and distend into a much uglier version of myself as I grew more anxious.

I stopped it from frying me completely by getting into reading so I could articulate my thoughts better, learning which actions were rational and feasible and which weren't, as well as which thoughts were spawned solely from shame and self hatred. Also practicing positive self talk, or at least forcing myself not to negative self talk.

That and I just stopped looking in the mirror. I appreciated myself as I was more after about a week or so of not relentlessly criticizing myself. Cut yourself off from whatever you use to shame yourself.

Might have nothing to do with you as well. Idk.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月03日(日) 18時08分40秒 6028

This sounds as if you're a FemCel, OP? Excuse the incorrect terminology here, as I'm just curious is all.

Now if you're not, that's also fine. This world is a materialist one and that's all it cares about. Material creating our artificial feelings and the fucking normies that judge and hate us for who we are. That'll soon change.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月03日(日) 18時11分07秒 6029

You feel as if you're not good enough or held to a high standard in society while simultaneously seeing others that have nothing earn something you want (friends, affection, and etc.)

It makes you angry, envious of those who have it better than you.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月06日(水) 00時02分32秒 6031

degenerate


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月14日(木) 01時51分25秒 6047

>>5670
>>5672


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月14日(木) 01時53分48秒 6048

>>5672
thats the truest shit ever


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年03月29日(金) 02時23分22秒 6064

gender doesnt really exist
souls dont have genders

you just have a sissy fetish


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年04月10日(水) 05時22分42秒 6074

>>5670
Cut off your penis and save money to get surgery done. Duh, you've never been born female, so even if you do look 100% female and become on between your legs, you're still gonna remember the fact that you're born a boy. Just give up. Stuff like this is gross anyway.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年07月28日(日) 17時40分43秒 6142

>>5670
you will always fail when you try to be something you aren't


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年08月15日(木) 14時47分43秒 6163

write about it, make a novel or draw a comic/mango writing your story imagining yourself as female

of course change the names and a few life events, and then share them anonymously or whatever

it's normal to face these struggles, it's like the curse of having a brain


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年09月17日(火) 18時35分49秒 6191

I used to be crushed by the same thoughts constantly, every day, for years.
A couple years ago something snapped though. Not sure what changed exactly, but I finally came to the conclusion that 'I am me.'
I don't really care how others see me anymore. At the end of the day, I am who I am, regardless of that judgement.
I'm still on HRT and everyone still sees me as female in my every day life, but, at this point, gender is just a formality. I really have just stopped caring so much.

I'm sorry you feel the way you do, and I hope it all passes someday, in one way or another. Good luck, anon.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年09月23日(月) 07時49分01秒 6201

To any anons reading this, please be very careful about making any permanent changes. I don't know how much of what is going on with you is fetish-gone-too-far, or mental illness, or "born this way", but I don't want you to do something you will regret and kill yourself. Please, try to take a step back from everything, even the things you have been told your whole life, and make sure this is what you want. My friend killed himself (born male) after starting to transition, and in his note he said he regretted everything. Stay safe, the world is a dark enough place without you gone too.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2019年09月23日(月) 08時19分40秒 6202

>>5670
it's ok my mother's fax machine tranny, i still love you


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Edgar Anon Poe 2020年02月25日(火) 11時02分14秒 6375

i also have the same pain as you the same thoughts the same feelings
and i wish i could just chop off my dick right then and there but you can always hope for better have faith that you will become better and close to the true person you are


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Edgar Anon Poe 2020年03月27日(金) 04時10分59秒 6391

>>6026
This. It's better to learn to love yourself for who you are, than to change your body in the hope that you'll love yourself with enough hormones and surgery.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2020年03月27日(金) 21時18分22秒 6392

>>5887
I started HRT like 2 years ago, and I still want to kill myself just as much as I used to


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Edgar Anon Poe 2020年04月30日(木) 17時22分38秒 6448

>>6392
Stop. Changing what you are won't change who you are. Surgery will not make you hate yourself less.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年01月17日(月) 21時04分55秒 6734
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It's not rather the opposite?
If you actually knew how to be a male you wouldn't be shitting this


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年05月24日(火) 22時20分15秒 6804

I suggest you kill yourself right now!


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月09日(土) 12時11分57秒 6821

>>6804

If boomers and millennials killed themselves, the rest of us could rebuild the West overnight. The "good" ones can be put on TV as a sort of morality play on a history channel to remind us to never let anyone from those generations be in any position other than janitor.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月09日(土) 16時34分01秒 6822

https://youtu.be/O50mw7ThxLE


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月09日(土) 16時52分35秒 6823

OP, don't be down. Being a cis woman isn't all that great. At least you never have to worry about ruining every pair of underwear you own with pointless periods. Or getting knocked up and not being allowed to abort because cuckservatives and sentimental religious retards run this shithole country.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月11日(月) 19時32分21秒 6824

>>6823

>Being a cis woman isn't all that great. At least you never have to worry about ruining every pair of underwear you own with pointless periods. Or getting knocked up and not being allowed to abort because cuckservatives and sentimental religious retards run this shithole country.

Unfathomably based.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月11日(月) 23時06分49秒 6826

>>6823
yeah, but arent conservatives trying to get rid of basic ass rights for trans people? like hrt is getting banned for adult trans people


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月12日(火) 01時44分51秒 6827

>>6826
Is that a bad thing?


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月15日(金) 07時21分43秒 6828
6828

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>>6827
Yes.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月15日(金) 14時09分13秒 6829

>>6828
To each his own.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月21日(木) 22時50分49秒 6832

>>6829
>Sorry bro we took away your inalienable rights. To each his own, amiright?


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月22日(金) 00時59分23秒 6833

>>6832
So many of these "positive", "well-adjusted" statements that normies randomly drop don't make one lick of sense when you stop and think about them.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月22日(金) 01時15分56秒 6834

>>6833
Can't tekk if you mean me or the guy I replied to. Hopefully the later cause yeah, I know right?


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月22日(金) 02時11分23秒 6835

>>6834
The guy you responded to.


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Edgar Anon Poe 2022年07月26日(火) 18時57分45秒 6836

>>6835
Yeah, lol. That's what I thought



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