>>49191









it'll stop alright. It won't be sad anymore. Nor will it be boring.

The worst thing about it might be a slight or overwhelming sense of trepidation. But that's indeed quite exciting. Can't really call it a bad thing. Or worse than sadness or what was before. If anything - it's a freshness. An innocence.

I hope you discover this before dying OP. It's not bad. There may be an overwhelming sense of having no power, but at the same time a sense of having humongous power.

Except not in some areas. And in those areas you will find that the best attitude is one of not jumping to any judgement just yet. A kind of ambient... just being, just existence I guess. It's not bad, bro, definitely not bad.