It's gone but it's not completely gone and forgotten. Try to look on page 6 or 7.

strange dreams are cool
my dream is always the same, it was about a girl, which isn't good wording to use, because a fool thinks the wrong thing, i mean it was a girl once, but as time past, so eventually in the dream it became what comes after girlhood etc, humanistic wording of course leads to a bad outcome, so why i explain the need to talk like a robot, like you would in a police station, you know, talking normal, so much shit can happen today, particularly in video games, which used to be where you hide good thoughts, but not if it's a police station too, not that you can say 'good thoughts' i mean it could mean something really awful and evil, everybody carries a lens, but not all lenses are normal

or alternatively, after visiting somebody that got depressed once, i visited a mental hospital, it left an impression on my mind,
ever since i dream im a patient in all sorts of fantasy mental hospitals, the worst one was one on a hill in the middle of nowhere, in the wilderness of australia, and on an island made of orange smelly wax bricks, i pulled the wax apart to find only a raging ocean and sharp rocks, no possible escape plan, i woke up not in the best of moods, it's the dreams fault

feedback about my dreams never ended well, i wish they understood it was a dream 'nobody cares forget it' but they all turned against me pretty quickly

cool drawing btw, your own work?
if it is your own work, be careful it doesn't come to life, that's always a head fuck, as they say

If I was a God I'd feed people the actual meaning of things. Not just what makes the fiction writer rich without having to learn a real job.

But unfortunately. Where fiction is less work for more money. It's very attractive to that sort of person.

I guess if paid, you ask a person that specializes what something means. They'll tell you whatever provide the maximum income and the lowest effort.

And God just stands by. I hope these crazies whose life work was fiction. End up where they belong one day.

I guess the way to see things. Is by talking to all the different sorts of people for their own version, without cue cards or influence.

So much interpretation is clearly total shit. We're a world of con men. And we just let it happen.

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Yeah, I guess you're right. It's a kind of deliberate grinding down. Meanwhile some people choose to grind themselves. But like sharpening your own dick, you think you're doing a good thing, but actually you're just torturing yourself unnecessarily.

Unless it is a war effort. In which every second counts and in which your every decision means lives of your brothers - saved or lost. Nobody cares about the original reason in a war. At least not a real warrior. Not a real general, not a real leader of their men. All they care about is not sleeping and performing at the highest imaginable level. Because everything is so abundantly clear, the goals, you just let your mind run like a computer, maybe you're stupid maybe you're smart, but you don't have to input anything because life itself is the input. And there's no ambiguity. You just have to grind down the enemy and preserve your faculties. Or your men will die. You don't even have time to be sentimental or consider the losses, there is no time for that. You become a machine. This is why war can be so beneficial. Nobody even cares about their life anymore.

The true engine of altruism and the true engine of progress. You don't care if you die. Well maybe the foot soldier does, but they're probably just bored. They have no business in a war. Only a warrior is supposed to be on the battlefield everyone else should be dead already. I think very few people actually take war seriously. And those people do not care about dying and they do not have time to think about lost brothers, because that just leads to more lost brothers.

>>844497

don't worry so much

the only thing that really matters is the continuation of everything normal

like in gangs of new york, the surprised look when the posh guys got involved to bring a conclusion

whatever happens in life if it drags too long

somebody comes and clears the board, just like last time

theres things in our hands, like pretending the worlds wonderful and everything carries on the continuation carries on

so the board is cleared, that was that

all the former commando's probably aren't proud of some of the things they do to clear the board, but at the end of the day, gangs of new york is real, that if there's an issue, nobody cares, but if it all gets done, and back to normal again

shit that drags on is never good for anyone

>>844497

I guess when people sober up. Watching the russian ass trumpet orchestra results in mixed emotions. Presume the sky rocketing suicide rate is some video they watched and later regretted.

Sharpening your stick sometimes can keep you awake when you're fading away. But not infront of people of course. The usage of changing brain chemistry, isn't purely for indulgence. It can be for chemicals you need to see a mission through. Not that a person with no experience of reality that was ear marked to be a machine part. Would know how life really works on the sharp end of things.

I've cut things down to 1 on 1 between middle aged people. The backlash doesn't seem that bad to what other people get for what was acceptable yesterday.

It's interesting this pushing the boundaries and moving the goal posts. Changing the penance for everything. Reducing some penances and increasing other less serious things to higher penances.

There was a time when if something didn't actually exist then it wasn't very serious.

Today people feel so bad over things that didn't really happen. They commit suicide all the time. And I wonder how much of it is from moving the goal posts.

I presume people that finance evil shit that none of that touches anybodies radar.

Like coming out of a casino after losing a grand, and greeted by all sorts of attractive creatures. That paid things never existed just as always. It's the innocent fools that dont' want evil shit. That get hung or commit suicide because of what is the most unacceptable idea 'shock wave flash' or the companies other strange naming conventions.

And I really sorry for anybody that sharpened their stick to find 'shock wave flash' damn that means all sorts of shit. But I think if you just play dumb and watch television. Like the criminals do and the evil people do. Until the problem goes away.

Everybody has something to learn from eachother I guess. I like all the cool shit in the background of lots of videos. The magnets. And the thousands of bottles. The red lights. And the purple lights for cleaning up.

There's lots of interesting useful shit in all the evil shit in the background.

I guess the producer of the russian ass trumpet orchestra decided to miss church for a while when he made that. But at least his vodka was the effective kind.

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>>844488

What are you going on about dream thread?

>>/eh/49116

When your as high as your pic, maybe try posting
on /weed/

>>844489
I started from the last page and worked back to page three and saw nothing.

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>>844507

cool picture this is how life should be

the thing about growing up

is god abandons you

then you go mad

either 'functional mad'
or 'dysfunctional mad'

one of the other but no adult is sane for long, they become a version of insanity pretty quickly

in world of tanks some kid came up complaining about all the mad shit adults say and he said this
'shut up shut up shut up'

and you know, he's right, not every day you have some kid that knows best put you in your place, cool kid, as adults we have all sorts of 'over clever ways' to deal with our daily matters, but this kids simple worlds were much more perfect than our over thinking bull shit adults do

but he'll grow up one day and god will abandon him too like he did us

any crazy shit, please complain, say what parts you want, what parts are shit, redact delete the shit parts, as adults we're mostly a broken ship slowly sinking, we can't see clarity anymore, and it's helpful always

>>844530
I don't think you are exactly correct. Because actually you can retardmaxx. Yes, even if your intelligent you can do this. It's a choice.