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Well, regardless, you shouldn't encourage them, the dude clearly has problems (like all of us sure ok), but also they might be looking for help by "wearing" their problems so to speak and if nobody in their physical area or online starts to "care" thus offering emotional support and or offer wise advice/help, the cry for help may end up with big bodily damage or sewer slide.
But when they start feeling like finally relying more internally for the help to arrive, which they will inevitably do if they live long enough, by that time, the damage may be already done. Even a failed sewer slide attempt, as stupid as it sounds as a concept, may do unwanted damage for later in life. I'd say if you're going to damage yourself, go all the way and don't fucking fail at it for fuck sake, how unseriously do you have to treat life to fucking fail your own suicide Jesus Christ. I don't know, op frustrates me a bit. They say they are not stupid and yet to me they sound like a low IQ individual. Well, maybe in there early life they had more support than I had, so they still have a hope that somebody will help them. Whereas to me it was clear that I'm fucked and alone. So if I did decide to do damage to myself it would have been to end this thing, not to sabotage whatever efforts I still had the motivation to put in (and I can GUARANTEE OP is still trying to help themselves. Hold your breath for three four minutes and prove me wrong, oh how sweet oxygen tastes, doesn't it?)
OP, stop fucking cutting yourself and go for a walk or I don't know fast for a few days. Seriously, if you like pain - fast. I dare you motherfucker. ...Just be careful how you break the fast especially if it's a dry fast, you can do more damage than you can imagine, depending on length, but almost regardless you know you have to do only fruit then vegetables for starters and fucking listen to the body and don't stuff yourself what you obviously won't have the self-control to do. And if you go three days plus then you get into real danger territory to land yourself in the ER with a simple mistake of what you consume. And if you go 7 days, you are on a very tightrope, you may already feel like you're back to baseline after a couple of days of fruit, but you're definitely not. Well it's a whole science, you'll figure it out if you do it, but most people fuck it up way before they are able to figure it out, so probably you won't figure it out, you sound retarded to be honest.. Anyway, you don't ever listen to me, so fuck you I guess.