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>be me
>21-year-old femboy with a girlfriend
>been depressed all week, took sick leave
>craving human interaction but irl its hard
>boot up VRChat
>play Murder Mystery because why the fuck not
>see a mute femboy in a Sebastian-looking avatar
>he flips me off, slaps me, then threatens me with a knife
>"you know I'm into that shit"
>jokingly spend the rest of the round staring at him
>the longer I stare, the more I somehow start falling for that stupid fucking avatar
>next round he lures me into the bedroom
>leans in and whispers
>"No one will believe you."
Fuckthatshot
>play a few more rounds
>he leaves without another word

>it's been an hour
>why the fuck can't I stop thinking about him?
>how does some mute guy in a fake avatar have this much influence over my brain?
>who the fuck am I even supposed to talk to about this?
>where the fuck do I dump these emotions besides this fuckass website?