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did some one break reddit?

Posting on a image board no one reads just so I can speak freely without it being tied to my username on a regular forum.

I'd like to express a few simple things. I'm not mad or angry at anyone about it all. I did do a few very stupid things in my life and I did deserve some of what was done to me in retaliation. I admit that.

Nothing happened. It was all dreams, misunderstandings, and me being overly dramatic for effect. That's cool.

Let me tell you all something though. You know how to put the Genie back in the bottle? Do you know how to find all those tiny feathers that waffed around when you dumped that bag of gossip? Can you collect all the grains of sand you dumped on the ground? It's just not feasible. So even if things are cool from this point on, what happens if I run into someone who is one of those grains? I just pretend whatever they think, which I don't even know, is true?

I guess I'll just play dumb. Like they do.

But what I really came here to say is two other things. One is that even though I got emotionally stirred up by some recent revelations, that's still not really even me. Not that you care but I'd never do any of the things you seem to worry about and I'm going to stay away from that stuff both in terms of looking and thinking. Not for you. Not because you want me to, but for me. Because that's not really who I am.

I don't expect you to give a shit one way or the other. You seem to have already made up your mind. I can't stop an invisible sniper anymore than I can change someone's mind about something they think when I don't know what it is.

Funny though, I thought you didn't need it to be true. I guess it's easier that way, if there's a crumb of truth to it. But a decision based on that to justify a permanent "hold" is so unbelievably over the top and overboard I can hardly believe anyone thinks it's acceptable.

Oh it's easy to White Knight it and strut around like you're a hero or something. I get it. And the truth of the matter, the whole truth remains largely unknown to the pawns but I tell you most of them would assist anyway. Because that's not really why they help. Is it?

There's a sadness that I feel and always will it seems. In my youth it was unidentified by me. I knew it was there but I didn't know the full reason why. It's also sad that it was so easy for you. I had no idea how easy it could be to do this to someone. It tells me a lot about people.

>>844744

Anyway, enough about that. Let's talk about who I was and what was important to me in my life.

You know what I loved as a kid? Running. Jumping. Superman, and later Batman. Fun. Pretend adventure. I liked to ride my bike. I was naive. I was good hearted and just wanted friends. I got blindsided.

And that was long before you should have had any reason. We both know that. Behind my back the whole time. No wonder the kids treated me like they did. You know what a fool I feel? The whole time I'm being nice to everyone and can't understand why they all disliked me so much. It's so despicable to do that to a child. Or anyone really.

And there's the rub man. See I forgive you. I even forgive many of the one timers. But for those who know it;s more than a temporary thing and STILL think it's acceptable? I was suicidal as a child over it. Isn't that one of your talking points about child abuse, that it can make a kid suicidal? That's so ironic that you care so much about that yet cause kids to become suicidal yourself without a care in the world about it.

So that's who most people are. Not caring at all if they cause that and worse yet not caring at all if the person ends up with no life, no friends, no family, no career, no future, no nothing, while simultaneously knowing what you did to them caused that and that even if they deserved some of it 20 years ago, (or more) they don't today/Or maybe you think I do. Maybe you don't give a fuck if I do or not.

The point is that I'll be nice and friendly to people but you've now shown me who they all really are. Behind the fake smiles. What a shame.

They better hope they never need me for something. Ironically, I do give my immediate family a pass. Mostly.

It's been one hit after another. Now I see it's mere containment. But losing FP was a numb kind of gut punch. These hits used to have more power. I'd sometimes cry. But nothing surprises me anymore. Hell, I should have expected it. My shield is strong and it's this: you're a wonderful person who would never do anything wrong to anyone. If I know who in a given situation, then that's the case.

Some of you think this is all dribble to try to look like a sympathetic figure to sway you somehow. But there's no swaying you. There's no reasoning with you. I get it. It is all up to you though. My future is firmly in your hands. Hell, my very life is in your hands and I know it.

So there you have it. I'm helpless. you can either laugh like a psychopath and deliver the final blow or you can show some mercy and let me up. The choice is yours contrary to what you told my "friends". What you do tells me everything I need to know about you but I admit it gives me no power.

I won't as I said, fight you money or not. I stick to my word.

I'm going to grab the brass ring anyway and we'll see what you do. Choose wisely. I'm not threatening you at all. I'm just pointing out that you've got me. I surrender. My fists are down and my lips are sealed.

You win.

>>844747
>I was good hearted and just wanted friends
Could have just ended it there

>>844748
I guess so. Anyway, let me tell you a story.

There was a guy who had this terrible neighbor. He was always fucking with him. He'd do lots of little shit like wait til he went to work then pull his trash cans back up to his house before the garbage truck came so his garbage would build up. Shit like that. It went on for years.
After a while the guy started to try to figure out if he knew him and what kind of beef the guy could possibly have with him. He dug through official records about the guy to try to see if there was anything that somehow connected to him. Finally he found out that 30 years prior the guy had a sister who worked with him at a restaurant. He was like 24 and she was 16. She would always follow the guy around the kitchen standing right next to him and it got annoying. One day in a totally stupid moment of frustration when he was busy trying to make food orders, he just wanted her out of the way and so he smacked her on the ass a few times like she was a child being scolded and told her to go away.
Strange someone would hold a grudge for 30 years but at least he found a connection. He tracked the woman down and told her he was sorry and that afterwards he was too embarrassed to say sorry properly so he just played it off like it was some mildly sexual thing. Jokingly like "ah you liked it" like it was nothing. Anyway, she accepted his apology and was very nice about it. He didn't mention her brother.
He figured she'd talk to him and things would improve. But they only got worse. The guys antics got so bad that to make a long story short, the guy loses his job because of it and his wife and eventually even his car. He has to move in with his elderly parents and work a shit job washing dishes at 55 years old.
A few years later the neighbor runs a local contest. The prize was enough money to buy a house and car. If he won it he could turn his life around.
So he enters the contest. As he reads through the rules and related material, his former neighbor seemed to have included little references to him and the situation with his sister and the house. But the man was desperate so he worked on the contest day and night and was in a good position to win it.
The end of the contest was coming up soon and the guy was about to send in his solution. Then he stopped to think."Should I really trust this motherfucker? What's the catch?"

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>>844780
Sounds like the neighbor had a good life prior to meeting the other neighbor, but you know I would have probably done a similar thing if I found that out. Serves them both right, especially the one who smacked the other one's sister's ass.
>"ah you liked it"
People are so obnoxious, they will straight up sexually assault somebody and then pretend that it's justifiable, because of whatever fake social reasons they invent on the spot. Like, no bro, get some fucking manners, you don't go around smacking women's asses just because you think you're some hot shyt and they might enjoy it. Disrespectful mfs like that should be smacked around themselves, but by someone much bigger and multiple times. Open palm smack to the cheek for example. Till they get mild brain damage, but do this like 4 weeks in a row, that would teach them some manners, fucking imbeciles.

>>844781
Fairly clueless response. Or you didn't read the comment close enough.

You think tormenting someone for years and driving them into poverty for something from 30 years ago even when the guy apologized is what the guy "deserved"? Fuck you. Straight up. Fuck you.

The girl wasn't hurt. There were no bruises or hospitalization. Her life wasn't ruined. And no, I'm not defending the guys action. He admits it was wrong. The mere fact that you think such an incredible over reaction is justified tells me everything I need to know about the average person in society.

If you READ the comment you'll see that the guy didn't do it because he thought she'd enjoy it. He did it because she was annoying him but was too embarrassed to say sorry so he played it off like that when she talked to him about it later. Again that was 30 fucking years ago,. If you think the guy hasn't matured in 30 fucking years you're a moron.

By the way, way to miss the point of the story which is after taking all that shit from the neighbor who held a grudge about his sister from 30 fucking years earlier, he should trust the guy now all of the sudden?

I tell you what. I've talked to a lot of people over the years and explained a number of scenarios. Here's what I found out about the average person: They, like you, think that any wrong anyone has ever done should be held over that persons head for the rest of their lives. Meanwhile, they treat people like shit themselves (probably due to some 'wrong' they think they know about them) yet never consider that doing that is a wrong they are committing. So I hereby throw it back at all of you. None of you are forgiven by me for anything you have ever done in your entire lives. You are ALL pieces of worthless dogshit who deserve to be treated like trash until the day you die and I'm going to begin to do so. How do you like a taste of your own medicine assholes?

I came on here to make a few specific points about a very few issues because it matters. But it's like trying to talk quantum physics with a dog. And that's society. Sadly. You search for any way that you can point to that makes you better than someone else. Then hang on to that for life.

You: That guy over there is apiece of shit.
Friend: Why? What did he do?
You: He smacked this 16 year old girls ass.
Friend: When did he do that?
You: 1947
Friend: That son of a bitch! Let's fuck him over again!

Oh fuck you. Fuck all of you.

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>>844787
Oh. This is additional information I didn't originally have. In this light I agree with you, the neighbor was mostly innocent, it was the other neighbor that should have the fire of hell rain down upon him. Just your text alone made me think he was insufficiently punished (I don't think life itself is punishment enough for people like that) and should definitely be punished more.

What do you think would be the most just resolution to the situation?

I'm not against you by the way, I'm just a curious bystander who had an insufficient picture. If anything, this newest information is making me positively outraged.

>>844787
You know something else. I spent my life trying to communicate with people. trying to exp-lain things about me and about my life. Say I had some relationship issue and I gained some valuable insight about it and I wanted to share it with people so they could maybe learn something from it. Things like that.
My friends mattered to me and I always wanted a girlfriend or wife who could relate to me and actually cared about me. I wrote lyrics for several bands and that was almost always the purpose of the song. To communicate something I found valuable to know about life. But it's all pearls before swine. It's talking physics with a dog.
None of you are what I thought you were. You're all barely human. Unworthy of the very insights I was trying to convey and incapable of giving a shit out them or recognizing them as having any value.
But fucking someone else over and seething in your hate for them over relatively minor infractions (as if you're all saints yourselves) THAT you do understand and find value in. You're pathetic and not worth even talking to.

In fact there's no point even posting on social media. You're all like robots. You're AI can mimic a conscious human but inside it's just switches. There really isn't anyone home at all.

What a god damned shame.

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>>844789
Sir. We can clearly see that we are getting in sync, I'm starting to see it from your perspective. Furthermore we have even posted at the exact same time.

My dear fellow human, I do not condemn you even if it was you that smacked that girl's ass. Truly, please don't go into the dark corners of no forgiveness, I forgive you just like Jesus Christ our Lord has forgiven all of us. If you don't forgive you will only see the anger at yourself, because to hold on to that energy is to continue living it. You're never angry at another you are only angry at yourself for keeping the memory of that person active.

Good sir, I asked for your apology. I made a miscalculation and I regarded your neighbor with more harshness than he really deserved. I think it was just a mistake that he made very long ago. The way he has been treated by the other neighbor is inexcusable. Nobody deserves that even if he actually did smack her ass in any kind of more devious way than the final conclusion by you suggests. Hell, I have seen people kiss others without consent or permission while millions are watching on TV. Should those people be forever punished for that? Jim Carrey. He has delivered such great delight to so many people around the world and he has in some ways even exposed Illuminati and the fact that the Illuminati are active in Hollywood right now. I think we should not be too quick to judge a person and so the very same way I ask you to not be too quick to judge me just from that one message, the original miscalculation, the original misjudgment by me of your whole neighbor situation. I'm sorry if you think that I represent the average person in society. It was never my intention to do that for you. If anything I consider myself completely outside of mainstream society. Do you think a mainstream person would apologize so profusely after being scolded so badly for almost nothing? Let's be real, I'm here to acknowledge your suffering and I'm here to recognize where you're coming from despite the harsh treatment. Because I was once a man like you and it was extremely hard for me to let go of the constant need I felt for, well, frankly killing people and going to war. And war can be waged in many ways. It is not my intention to go to war with you or to go to war with almost anyone. If anything, I would like to go to war with science and technology and stuff like that. Or perhaps a person I highly admire who then could perhaps kill me. I wouldn't want to be killed by some random nigger or a low life or a strawberry of some sort. And that same way, I do not seek war and this is why I am writing this message to you because the issues you have raised I think are important and I am doing my best to see it from your perspective and I am doing my best to make peace with you, because I recognize how radicalized you have become and what evil things can come from it not only to those around you but especially to you yourself. Again, a lack of forgiveness is always and 100% a lack of forgiveness for oneself. Please do not hold on to that energy which you yourself describe as something that you do not prefer. If you actually preferred it, you would be only appreciative and thankful for it, there would be nothing to forgive. Since you see there being something to forgive it means you do not appreciate it and you do not prefer it. So my suggestion is, do not hold on to it. You don't have to forget, but you do have to forgive. I forgive you sir for the harsh treatment that I have received from you. Furthermore I want to be your friend. Or at the very least I would like to avoid any kind of clashing with you, because I respect you as a warrior. Many things can be classified as war and while I have my particular love for war, I choose very carefully who and what to go to war with If anyone or anything at all.

God bless you sir, may Christ adorn your path with primroses

I love you, I forgive you, I appreciate you

>>844790
That's fine man. No hard feelings. Thing is I was here to discuss whether I should trust someone who fucked me over for an incredibly long length of time and who now expects me to trust them.

We got sidelined into some other areas due to what I think was a slight misreading of what I wrote. In any case, as you can tell I'm extremely disappointed in humanity as a whole. And it's not some religious thing. I find Christians are some of the worst people in regards to what I'm talking about but it's certainly not confined to them at all.

They're supposed to be forgiving yet most are just as eager to spread gossip about someone when they hear it as anyone else.

I have to say that I can't relate to your desire to go to war. I don't know where that comers from but I'm glad that you are aware of it and are dealing with it. I also take exception to your use of the "N" word. In my opinion the word should only be used in lighthearted comedic context. Such humor should not be intended to insult the race but simply be ridiculous in nature.

The reason is that the word carries a dehumanizing meaning with it and implies the person is automatically less than a white person. In my life I find this to be untrue. While thug type blacks certainly exist, they are not indicative of the race as a whole and not all of them are criminals or low lifes.

I don't know if you've ever had any black friends or not or where you live/grew up but that makes a huge difference. The blacks I have been friends with were not thugs and were some of my very best friends in the world.

But back to the topic at hand. The ways that I've been fucked over by people over the years have been so despicable that nothing really justifies it. Yes, I've done a few really dumb things and even disrespectful things in my life, but they were few and far between and I've done everything I can to make amends. And all of that was 20 to 30 years ago. YEARS. Not months. Fucking YEARS. And STILL the motherfuckers won't let it go.

There is literally no legitimate reason for that and there is no argument they can make that would justify it. 100% they are the bad guys and I am a victim at this point. And Yes, I did smack the girl on the ass but the neighbor set up in my story was just to simplify the story so I could tell it in few words.

Anyway, there is much more to the story and I don't wish to discuss any further details but the bottom line is: Should I trust the guy and his friends now? After all the bullshit?

I think of that snake story Trump used to tell at his rallies. Yeah, I know they are snakes. So I'm gonna get bit.