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T, it's Alex.
I don't know if you still browse 7chan, or, honestly, if you're even alive anymore. But this has been weighing on my conscience for the last 14 years.
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry about wasting your time, lying to you, and breaking your heart.
I lied to you about a lot of things. I never had any health conditions and I was never hurt. I never had a boyfriend before you; you were the first person I felt real romantic love with.
I lied to you about being a girl. I was a male that wanted to be a girl, and I made you participate in my fantasy of being a girl, and that was immoral and unjustifiable. That's why I never wanted to share any pictures of myself, I couldn't bear to show you what I really was. My name was never "Alex," that's just what I would have liked to have been named if I were a girl.
I still remember the last day we talked. You suspected that I had been lying for a long time, and I didn't know what to do when you came to me with this suspicion, so I left. I was scared for myself and I was scared of hurting you any more.
The love I felt for you was real. When you hurt, I hurt; when you felt joy, I felt joy. But I never deserved any of the love you extended to me, because none of the things you loved about me were truly "me" except for my personality.
I'm sorry that I made you love something that wasn't really real, the way you gave me something real to love.
I don't expect you to forgive me. Truthfully, I don't know if saying this all is a good idea; maybe it'll give you closure or maybe it'll bring some kind of pain back to the surface that you had long since forgotten about.

Today I am a woman, but I don't go by Alex. The name "Alex" is reserved for the time that I spent with you, I could never use the name Alex with anyone but you. I'm married now. I hope you've found love too.
I sincerely hope that your life is full of joy, that your life is long, and that you can heal from everything that I've done to you. Farewell, T. Thank you for what you have given me.