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>>839186
I respect that dude. I know I would never kill myself unless I decided not to have a breakthrough trip before parting. Because if I did decide to have it, I know all thoughts of suicide with evaporate. Unless I was massively physically damaged. Maybe at that point even DMT wouldn't change my mind. 5 meo dmt. Or even just a mushroom breakthrough or an LSD breakthrough. Reality is pretty weird you know. DMT is a much better for that reminder though in most cases I would say.
In regards to bitches, they're not bad people, but a few factors come together that makes them a bit disruptive to society and civilization.
The fact that Big Daddy government protects some of the things that they are inclined to...
The fact that Big Daddy physical reality doesn't pose nearly as much a threat as in times past.
The fact that they enjoy feeling masculine, but only selectively, only in circumstances that suit the ego.
For now, just fly under the radar.
I'm of course no one to lecture you. I'm glad you lived crazy life. More worthwhile than the neutered zombified experience of most people. The kind of lives most people live and lead... It is so insanely heavy. I would really rather die. So much time. Of so much bullshit.
Women are not bad people, they are just out of their place. Out of their character. This is because men are not masculine. Despite whatever you may hear or what the narrative is in the Zeitgeist, men are extreme pussies right now. If this was not the case, women not only wouldn't behave like they do, but they would have no incentives to. Because the civilization would work. For now, I recommend not sticking out your head, not letting it get chopped off, but building something internally. Because you see it's possible that one day there will be an opportunity for a real civilization and if there are no real men left, that opportunity will go to waste. Don't tell anybody about it, don't show it, don't let it be taken advantage of, but become strong. In every sense of the word. Brave and strong. Relentlessness is stronger than muscles or success. Okay, I'm rambling, but yeah, you don't have to do it, don't even do it for civilization or whatever is possible, but if you're tuning out of the women world, you are probably pretty tuned out of the entire social thing altogether. I think that is good. Civilization that works promises many things. But you don't have to be hopeful about that to have a reason to live. Life is vast and mysterious. If the society cannot provide you structure, let your spine provide you with the necessary structure. Don't let anyone know about it, but do have it. Do have a spine. Fly under the radar.
This will take care of at the very least you yourself. But if we had 10,000 people like that, too rare to meet each other, to jaded to recognize each other, but perhaps there will be a moment..
But not for the moment. Just for the fact that you need to rely on some structure in this life anyway. So you have a choice - rely on your own spine, rely on the bullshit that is the current civilization or I guess call it a life, appreciate how much you have seen and how full of wonder it was and be ready to go out.
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