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>>837342
No worries dude. I'm not that obsessed with death. Well, I am, but not that obsessed with dead bodies, nor do I find it very sexually stimulating. Believe it or not Instagram has an deathgram side to it. I accidentally ended up there because I wanted to know what Ukraine war feels like. But ultimately I'm more interested in visual arts, nature, architecture and anime drawings and all kinds of stupid, racist, antisemitic, and just plain retarded. People are very creative. But in regards to deathgram I ended up moving away from it because if it's not systemic, like a war, it tells you less about the human condition and more just about the individual cases. I have enough sources of clusterfuck in my life, everyone is extremely unique and all cases are extremely unique, I don't need to know or analyze all of them, since they stem from something that is pertinent to the individuals involved and given that there's usually accident or violence, most of the time it does not stem from qualities that are the most beautiful or interesting that humanity possesses. Sure you can find cruel, stupid and unnice individuals in the world but spending your life focusing on that is boring (don't you think there's plenty of that all around, you don't really need to seek it out, it will just find you usually anyway) just as those people are mostly boring. Niggers killing niggers like there's no value in a human life. People are retarded, that's not news for me. I don't need to know a thousand ways in which one can be retarded. It's enough to know that that exists and in totally sufficient quantities.
What is your obsession with it? Sexually arousing? I used to look at some gore as a kid, but mostly because it was a novelty. Now I know people make mistakes, some have a lot of anger and or willingness to harm others etc etc etc. I'm not sure what is there to see. Ofc I appreciate beautiful bodies and beautiful faces even if they're freshly dead. But idk. I'm not sure I'm all that into it. It's nice to see some of these forensic photos. It's nice to be reminded of some of the less publicized aspects of life. But for now it's just again - a novelty. I saved only a few of them that I liked the most. Something about bled out women, if they're beautiful is quite nice. Poetic. I guess I imagine them seeing their own blood and realizing that... Realizing what it signifies. Which is their own end. The horror or perhaps the calmness. Whatever the emotion was, I find that nice, because I know that all the fakeness would evaporate in milliseconds in those circumstances. And that's nice. That's hot even. So that's just my personal weird spin on it. Slipping on, being covered in your own blood... A beautifully haunting experience especially if it just reinforces the realization that you're not escaping this one (assuming there's a killer or a perpetrator).
People nowadays are really removed from death. In Middle ages I think it was much more public, much more around. So it probably wasn't such a shock to encounter it. Wasn't such a break from the Overton window of reality that is in at least the public side of the Zeitgeist. For example torture and executions were quite common and quite public. And while I'm not interested in that whole area, I'm not interested in the perpetrators, their belief systems or the societal systemic belief systems that allowed it. Those are uninteresting. But the people who went through it.. I do believe those are transformational experiences. Makes you appreciate your body more, just to think about some of them. Some of them are of course just very painful, but some of them are just so haunting in their nature. When you know that there's no chance of surviving yet still having enough time...
I don't wish anyone harm, but I must acknowledge to choose to go through some of them, consciously or unconsciously, that intrigues me. I do believe all of those people chose their way to go. Ideally we wouldn't do these kinds of things to each other. There is enough mystery, there is enough challenge, there is enough strange and unexplored in this world to keep us occupied, to keep us interested in my opinion. There's no need to cause harm to one another, nor is that a prerequisite for prosperity and material success.
Tl;dr don't even worry about posting what you have. Share a few of the ones with best lighting, composition etc and beautiful people, but it's more than enough and what you shared already was stimulating enough. Yea, no video is a drawback, but this an oldschool imageboard, there are advantages to it as well. It's simply a creative format.