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I dreamed that I was on 7th Chan and there were two faggots here, one I knew was a good person, but he wasn't posting anything, because I wasn't posting anything and the other was without morality and just didn't care about aesthetics of his post, but would respond almost like AI, every time it would look like he was prodding and probing for information (aggressively). I'm not saying that everyone here should post with morality, but it really made me uneasy. Now I understand how liru feels when I post. Like, he was either so goal driven of for some strange reason just didn't want any kind of aesthetic or moral accountability. And every time I would post, he would almost immediately post something almost in response to it, but altered through his unsettling algorithm. That was very unsettling. I'm glad/relieved that in real life this is not what is happening. Sometimes I ask myself if I should even dream at all.
On the other hand, I know I caused it to, because I was willing to fall asleep when my head was in an spiritually and mentally ambiguous place. Instead of enjoying truth. Instead of being either aligned with an Angel or if you don't want that, being aligned with the shadow people. I suppose I thought I had enough time not to make that decision yet and either consciously or unconsciously allowed myself to fall asleep in that dangerous and liminal headspace.
Sorry guys, having experience just how creepy I/it can be, I Now understand some of you all. It does not a comforting feeling. Even if it does make sense on papers and even serves an important function. Sometimes you just have to be a human. Yikes.