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>>837204
To hell with all glimpses of adventure. I just want to eat my potatoes, roast apples and beef. Forget I ever had any of those "weird" ideas. Can we just go back to normal, please?
I promise, I will just exercise, sleep, work and be a decent human being, I really don't need anything more than that. A belly full enough to be comfortable, healthy and satisfied. A community or friend group that while I may not directly be passionate about, I can nevertheless support and serve and an otherwise simple and clear future ahead of me. I don't even mind dying. I could in theory even take in some girl and have a few children, I just want to forget this horrible nightmare of deamons and angels and jesters spinning mortal coils as if plates on their fingers.
I have no huge ambition and I truly will be satisfied with a life of work, service, simple but satisfying food, a small friend group I can support and the rest of the time spent stretching and walking and otherwise keeping my body active. Doesn't even need to be anything fancy - work is good enough for me. Splitting wood, unloading trucks, carrying water.
Is this too much to ask of you God? I promise I won't have another strange though take root in my mind ever. I just don't want to be exposed to this kind of vastness. I just want to have my fruit and vegetables and a little bit of meat.
God is that too much to ask nowadays?