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>>828706
Can't relate, but here's what you can do - figure out a way you could create the greatest benefit for people (in a way that would be enjoyable to you) in X amount of time. Like take a day or a month or even an hour and go balls to the wall. See if that's any fun at all. If that fails to entertain you (it's subtle, you'll have to actually LOOK for beauty in it, but if you see it, it will be pretty spectacular) you can try just having straight up friendships, but that requires very cool people to do it with unlike service which can be applied very widely, so if that's unavailable and also fails - try this instead - create some habitable space in nature or very very calm area and make sure you have enough resources to be able to at least buy food for a few months and then buy loads of hallucinogens mainly psychedelics and go venturing i to the infonities and the voids. Also probably make sure you have internet and music and decent sound reproductive technology in the form of headphones and probably even a good Bluetooth speaker. Well depends on budget of course. Anyway, nust do things you like bro, I don't understand how you can be bored in this airwolfing ridiculous dream we all are dreaming what even tf, how can you be that desensitized?